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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

hehs.. its my birthdaee... but its jus like any other normal day.. sian..
went out fer lunch in e afternoon wit lao gong thy all.. den went to town to look fer jobs wit em.. sina... cus i m nt lookin fer it.. hehs..
disappointed.. cus he din sms me.. hais...sad sad..=((
sillyLOVESpig<3
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6:57:00 PM

Monday, November 28, 2005

oops.. sorry fer nt updatin.. kinda lazy n busy tis few daes..
went to moe toade.. yah.. apply fer pre-u stuff.. sian..
hope i will be in e same course as vana.. =))
bought a new fone.. w550i.. lurrve it man.. hahas.. orange rawks..
gt a new line.. but dunno usin ma... hahas... tt no. damn nice... lols..
hais.. reali miss him a lot... wad to do... tinkin n tinkin.. waitin n waitin.. wad more can i do..
hais.. hope he will msg me todae.. but i tink its impossible de la.. i dun even noe where e hell is he now...
perhapes he had alr wang le wo.. hu noes.. n no one cares abt it... mayb its time fer me to let go... everyting has to cum to an end.. but i reali dun wan to.. o's are over.. n i m still tinkin abt him.. wad e fuckin hell m i tinkin.. its almost 2 yrs liao.. y cant i get over it... y..? can sumone pls tell me.. i still lurve him like b4.. but wad abt him..? mayb is i tink too much... reali bah...
i beg u.. bu yao zai rang wo xiang ni le..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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6:42:00 PM

Thursday, November 17, 2005

at last... i m done wit add maths...
pp2 was much diff compared to pp1... but doesnt matter anymor.. its already over..
gonna rest fer a few daes... n study fer sci... i wan to get full marks fer multiple choice..
n i will...
target fer o's:
x. english c5
x. maths A1
x. add maths A1/A2
x. humans B4/B3
x. science A1

sillyLOVESpig<3
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3:42:00 PM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

everyting is cummin to an end.. =))
no more studies fer e time being after o's..
things i wanna do after o's:
x. pierce another hole =))
x. shoppin
x. buy wad i wan to buy

sillyLOVESpig<3
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1:11:00 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

hais... i reali miss u a lot..
havin chem pp tml =))
todae ss reali sucks.. hahas... nv cum out merger n seperation.... hais...
sillyLOVESpig<3
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6:00:00 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

muggin muggin muggin.. sian.. sick of studyin.... tired of it... nvm... its jus fer a week or so... shall endure it till o's end... jia you le wiinniie... x))
ss is reali makin me sick... so much to study...
i kind of like takin a risk.. cus i onli study 3 themes.. wad if all 3 nv cum out... hahas...
den tt will be e end of me.. hahas...
sillyLOVESpig<3
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2:57:00 PM

Friday, November 04, 2005

jus a fw more daes.. n i m yet to finish studyin....how how... stress...
dreamt of him last nite again.. y cant tis jus go away n dun bother me fer e time being.. at least till my 'big exam' is over.. wad e hel m i tinkin... o levels leh... wake up..
din ans li bin's call in e mornin.. cant reali concentrate on studyin if he call... sorry.. yah.. hope u understand...
my birthdae is cummin meanin o's is cummin too... crap la.. hahas... i noe...
i m so damn bored...
sillyLOVESpig<3
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2:05:00 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

wah... its been such a long time since i last blog... wonderin n wonderin... hais...
y cant i jus get over wit it.. wads wrong wit me... argh... o's r cummin... gettin crazy soon...
all of a sudden.. evryting seems so clear to me.. i start to realise tt e person i like along was u n nt him... stupid me.. how stupid can i be... but so wad if i still likes u... it dun reali make any diff.. after all.. its jus nt possible...
now.. i m gonna concentrate.. n i mean reali concentrate...
i dun even hav a choice.. no tv no com no everyting... gonna get bored to death fer like two to three weeks...
chat wit li bin fer e whole nite ytd.. hahas.. at least he made me happy.. thans... x))
shall go back to my studies liao.... after o's den blog... buais..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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1:41:00 PM