ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Monday, June 29, 2009

and kaya's mum is in hospital(;
i hope she gets well real soon.love butter will always be there for you okay.
be it rain or shine.
i am just a phone call away from you.
i love you my girl.

i know it must have been hard for you this few weeks.
endure okay.
breadspread will always be there for you.
LOVES.

one of my cousin got into a MOTORCYCLE-VAN accident the other day.
the damage was so so bad.
mum say even if he were to recover he might be paralysed.
sad sad sad.
cousin.
please get well soon okay.
there's nothing much that we could do to really help
just hope that the police will catch the hit and run van soon.
LOVES.

dont you think that life can be so precious yet fragile in the sense that you might know what would happen to you next.
this is what people always say.
cherish the things or person that you loved before anything happen.
maybe i will just die tomorrow.
for eg only la.
its so so unpredictable isnt it.
so ya.

boyfriend.
you are wonderful and awesome okay.
at least to me you are.
i had never doubt you in anything and never will i.
i love you.
LOVES.

i know this might sound mushy to some but who cares its winnie lee's blog(:
i blog whatever i want here.

WINNIE LEE.

sillyLOVESpig<3
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11:52:00 PM

here pain there pain.
everywhere pain-.-
am i sick.
damn.
gonna visit the doc on wed morning.

tired tired.
attend m9 today for the sec time.
tiring day.
tomorrow will be another long long day.

was suppose to meet anna and sheena today for dinner.
but last min cancel.
headed to dar house for dinner instead.

yawn.
going to bed soon.
hell lots of pics not uploaded.
hope i will be fine okay.
idk what's wrong with my body.
sighs.

till then
nights people.
still cashless.
-.-

ily dar.
17th month coming soon.
((:
sillyLOVESpig<3
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11:40:00 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

i cant upload pics cause dean is using the desktop.
my lappy dont have cd drive so i cant install my camera's cd.
damn.
roarr.

i am having insomnia
damn.
i cant sleep at night.
it took me like 2 hours plus to get to sleep.
so irritating i kept telling myself to sleep yet i couldnt.
idk wth is wrong with me.
its been days since i last slept early.
help help.

missed last month.
not sure if i am gonna missed it this month again):
how how.

went grandma house today.
she's doing some scope thingy tomorrow.
hopw everything will be fine.
ily grandma(:

gonna collect my phone tomorrow.
like finally.
and i am so gonna sell it before anything happens again.
okay.
touchwood.
cause there isnt any warranty anymore.
my phone is officially 1 yr and 1 day old(:
hahas.
currently using bf's phone.

and bf's mum cooked awesome soup ytd.
i just cant stop thinking of it.
drooling
okay.

meeting jiajia tomorrow for phone collection and will be going dad's office afterwhich.
boohoohoo.
still jobless.
still cashless.

dinner with bf tml okay?
can?
hee.
imiss you pig.
okay.
time for me to go to bed.
i am so gonna take such a long long ime to get to sleep.
help me please.

ily boy.
you shelther me with all the love and care that i always longed for.
thanks dar(:
you are the best bf i ever had.
and will always be the best.
i love you okb.

[edited]
i use to remember someone telling me this "i love you forever."
and i often wonder how long is his forever.
now that i know that this so call forever never come true.
i dont longed for it neither do i believed in it anymore.
nothing last forever.

sillyLOVESpig<3
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12:23:00 AM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

opps.
i know i say i will upload pics today.
but i was out the whole day.
LOLS
so sorry.

was suppose to meet jiajia for movie together with dion.
change of plan last min decided to go swensens instead.
if you people dont know.
they are having this 1-for1 promotion till the 30thjune.
damn worth it.
all al carte excluding ice creams.
tell me its worth.
hahahs.
cheap and nice food.
though i dont really like swensens hahas.
but its cheap la.
lets not compare it with hawker centres or some kopitiam.
yeah.

went to walk around and bought my fav bread from this jap bakery shop at tampines one.
damn its so additive luh.
craving for it now!
went jiajia house while waitin for dar to pick me up for dinner.

had porridge lols.
ya still sick and all.
and i just cant stop coughing.
damn.
it's so irritating.
and my flu arent recovering at all despite taking so much flu tablet.
-.-'''

tomorrow will be another long day i guess.
will be going grandma's house tomorrow(:

i want to watch drag me to hell with bf(:
but not sure when would it be.
sighs.
hope to catch it asap.
and i am broke again-.-
when is winnie not broke.
sighs.

ps, ong kian beng i LOVE YOU more eah and every single day.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:31:00 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

yet, again.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:10:00 PM

((:
i am back from malaysia(:
stil sick.
its been a almost a week.
lols.
hope i get well soon.
yes.
and i miss okb hell lots.
didnt get to contact him for 3 days.
loves.

shall upload some pics tomorrow when i am free.
oh and i bought a pretty bracelet(:
some pretty earrings a top a hoodie and a high waist shorts.
and some food.

bought a polo tee for bf.
some tibits.
nothing much to buy actually.
but alot to eat.HAHAHAHS

TILL THEN(:
LOVE ALL OF YOU
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:37:00 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

DAR(:
all this are for you(:
ily.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:39:00 PM

will be leaving for malaysia tomorrow morning for 3 days.
hope you people wont miss me.
LOLS.
but i will miss all of you.
i know i haven been blogging for the past few days.
have been busy with nothing.
no la.
i mean i wasnt at home luh.
went shopping but too bad.
i dont have money to buy anything.
my bank will be left with 8 plus after i return bf money.
lols.
i borrowed from him cause i dont have enough for bread's birthday.

rarrh
bf please take care of my resturant city when i am away okay.
will be back on tue night.
and i will miss you.

ily pig.
sorry for whatever that happen.
i know sorry isnt the word you want to hear.
miss me pig.
muacks

winnie's still sick btw.
-.-
sighs. i been 5 days already.
its getting from bad to worst.
from okay to sore throat to flu to cough to i dont know what's next.
sighs sighs.

i am thinking whether to bring bb to malaysia anot.
LOLS

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:27:00 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

uǝquǝqoɐıx ˙ɹǝʌǝɹoɟ ןןıʇ ʇsɐן ǝʌoן sıɥʇ ʎɐɯ ˙sʞɔɐnɯ :)ʎɐpıɹɟ oʇ pɹɐʍɹoɟ ƃuıʞooן ˙ɥnן pǝʇıɔxǝ os :)ɥʇuoɯ ɥʇ9⇂ ɹno oʇ sʎɐp ǝɹoɯ oʍʇ ˙ƃuǝq uɐıʞ ƃuo noʎ ǝʌoן ı ˙sǝʌoןuǝquǝq
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:32:00 PM

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sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:26:00 PM

bored bored bored
jobless still
no cash
no income
no life
nothing):

ps: my sore throat is killing me):
damn
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:43:00 AM

Monday, June 08, 2009

yet another boring monday.
hahs.

spend my sunday with family.
went IMM DEN JURONG POINT DEN BUGIS.
lols.
jp is so damn big.
LOLS.
i sound like some sua ku .

there's srtill no reply from any job agency nor company.
rarrh.
so sad):

and its been dont know how many hundred of years since bf come over for dinNer.
LOL
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:29:00 PM

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO BREAD(:

hadmade card by butter and kaya(:

went to watch aaron kwok concert last last sat.
LOLS

its was pretty crowded.

pardon for the blur pictures.
is because i zoom in like 16 times.
LOLS

bake this cake with jiajia for bf's birthday.
i know it look pretty cui):

took this on dar's birthday while waiting for movie timing(:
i love you pig.
please get well soon

bf with bb(:

yes.
she's my LOVE.
I LOVE HER TO THE MAX.

and not forgetting my little bro, dion((:

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:23:00 PM

Saturday, June 06, 2009

i am butter.
i belong to breadspread.
there are bread peanut kaya and butter which is me(:

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:42:00 AM

the photos are taking way too long to upload.
i shall do it when i m free.

have been thinking about this question which i talk about with jiajia some day back.
hahas.
just curious and i dont mean anything okay.
is it just habit or what.
rarrh

bf ong i demand you to rest more and hopefully get well soon.
okay.
please drink more water.
ily boy.
i really really do.
rarrh.

i am bored):
i need a job.
i need someone to talk to.
i need someone to spare me some cash.
i need food.
i am feeling hungry now.
i want to sleep but i dont feel like it.
dont even know what am i ranting about.
winnie winnie winnie.
sighs.

i want to catch a movie.
i want to sing.
i want eat scissor rice.
i want bf to get well so he can sing talk play with me):

and i just cut myself with my own finger nails.
i know its dumb.
pure stupidity.(not sure if the spelling is correct)
damn.

and i am having headaches now.
its like my surrounding is spinning and yet i am still typing rubbish here.
whatever winnie
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:30:00 AM

Thursday, June 04, 2009

IN CASE YOU PEOPLE MISS ME(:
HERE'S SOME PICTURES FOR YOU.
LOLS.
(excluding the 1st one though)

this fruit tart is freaking ex.
it cost us 8 bucks.
damn.
cheater bug.
but it really taste damn nice(:

my face look so round here.
yes.
i cut bangs. damn straight.
LOLS.

had pizza hut with jiajia

waiting for bf to come pick me.

on the way home after mugging):

i know i damn zi lian.
ahahs.
more pics coming up in the next post(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:56:00 PM

theres like lots and lots of stuff and pics to update.
shall leave everything to tomorrow.

-bf's birthday pic(:
-aaron kwok's concert
-bread's birthday.

and for now.
i shall keep everything short and sweet.
did a card with kaya together.
and its super cute(:
proud of myself(:
hahahs.

and i spend alot today.
like wth la.
ya i know i am broke.
borrowed money from bf.
thanks.
and bf is sick luh.
shall go take care of him tomorrow.
i miss you okb(:
rest well okay.
LOVES.

celebrated bread's birthday at hotpot culture today.
damn filling!
hope she enjoy her day today(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE LOVE.
AND WE SHALL MEET UP NEXT WEEK OKAY(:

went expo yesterdayafter dinner at grandma's house and damn.
its like super freaking crowded luh.
what economy crisis?
people who went there bought hell lots of stuff okay.

went jb wit bf and family on sun.
didnt buy anything much.
bought a pair of shoes only.
hahas.
and the cosmetics there are like so much cheaper than singapore.
got discount somemore.
hahas.
ate a lot with bf.
ice cream, waffle, curry sting ray and all.
sinful sinful!

and i want to get new swimsuit.
rarrh.
i have got hell lots of wants.
but LOLS.
NO MONEY.
DAMN.

please give me job can.

sillyLOVESpig<3
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12:09:00 AM