ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Monday, July 31, 2006

feelin much more better i guess.. but still kinda sad.. cried in mornin n on e way back.. thans shang yu fer sendin me hm.. =)) reali thans.. thans fer cheerin me up although i may seems nt reali interested in wad u were sayin.. but reali.. xie xie=)
met jun n jia lin jus now at eastpoint.. super miss junn.. hug her jus now..
hahas. hais.. reali wish tt we could be like b4... i dun wan to be sad anymore.. pls tell me what should i do.. i jus wan u back.. i need u badly.. where r u? could u like jus contact me.. i m feelin super terrible now.. my heart reali aches a lot. pls dun leave me here alone.. i dun wanna lose u.. how i wishh we could sort things out asap.=((
wiinniie wiishh fer him once again
sillyLOVESpig<3
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7:17:00 PM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

winnnie is feelin so so upset now.. i wan to cry no more..
pronounced dead on 30 july 2006_.
sillyLOVESpig<3
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6:09:00 PM

hai.. relationship alwis end the same way.. please. dun let me lose you. i can c e effort edwin put i, in being so concern n everything.. telin me tt everything would be fine.. but.. we both noe tt its no use.. i m jus bluffin myself.. no one can reali help. how i wish tt he's by my side now.. so tt i could lean on him n cry all i could.. e last time at least. but no. he will nv be there.. never..
i swear.. reali reali luv him a lot a lot.. but whats e pt of sayin all this. afterall i m e onli one hu would be sad.. nt him.. if it's possible. pls let me ferget him den.. i dun wan to be sad anymore.. cant seems to reali smile..
wiinniiewiishferhimonceagain_.
sillyLOVESpig<3
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3:07:00 PM

winniepronounceddead_.
sillyLOVESpig<3
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2:35:00 PM

hai.. i should hav like expected it. although he din say anything. i already knew..
tears jus cant stop flowin.. fer e past 16 yrs of my life.. tis is e 1st time i cried tt hard.. still waitin fer his ans. its like i m waitin like sum fool... super hurtin n sad.. but wad more can i do.. i reali felt like dyin ytd.. y is everyone so concern except fer him.. where r u when i needed u e most.
winnie wiishh tt u wun hurt me again. pls.. i reali dun wan to lose u.. hai.
i m not as strong as wad u tink.. sorry..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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2:17:00 PM

Friday, July 28, 2006

he's cummin back tml.. super worried can... winnie dun wanna lose nig =((
anyway.. todae is susan's b'dae.. =)) rather sad la.. cus e class is like super mean can.. dun wan to eleborate more le.. hai.
met mato n ning fer dinner at genki jus now.. hahas.. =)) love ya all so much..
todae econs test was.. no comments.. lols.. i dunno how to do e 1st qns can.. argh.. hope winnie pass. hahs. ya..
winnie wiishh tt everything would be fine tml_.
sillyLOVESpig<3
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11:26:00 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

wiinnie misses:
him=))
junn
moon

wiishh:
everyting would be fine =((
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:01:00 PM

hav been pretty busy recently.. packed wit tuition.. cca.. n lots of reharsal last week.. yup... havin test tis week.. cant afford to fail again ya.. hav to mug le..
he's cumin back in like 5 daes time.. super sad can.. hais.. i wonder wad will he say when he return.. *cross-finger* hopefully nth will happen n everything would be fine agin.. if nt.. i m reali gonna breakdown n cry.. seriously.. i reali dun wanna cry anymore.. my eyes hurst everytime i cry.. dear.. pls.. pls.. dun leave me.. but still it's nt up to me to decide..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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7:52:00 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

todae was pretty fine.. went to skool quite early todae..took cab wit jie... was pretty unhappy in e mornin.. but guess everything is fine now.. hais.. miss dear so much todae.. hais.. tears r like flowin out of my eyes.. hai..
anyway.. toade's srjcian dae.. quite fun la.. hav band after tt.. super tirin can.. sobs.. i like keep playin wrong.. sickenin lo.
sillyLOVESpig<3
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8:32:00 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

bloggin again=))
afterall.. todae arent reali happy at all.. hais.. like wad he say.. people jus cant communicate.. wad is tis la.. hais.. hais.. anyway.. tis hav been affectin me fer e whole dae la.. damn fuckin pissed lo.. but still i din show it out.. sad sad..
anway.. he will be cumin back in another 11 daes=) should i be happy or worried.. hais... mixed feelins i guess.. but still i believe him so much so much can.. dumb me can. nvm... as long as winnie tinks it's worth it.. hahas.. hais.. melvin" lao gong" is quite good la.. din reali tok to him todae.. was pretty pissed wit him too.. anyway.." enjoy every moment" wit him" i mean in e lab la.. hahas.. funny partner i hav sia=)) muacks.. love ya" lao gong"
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:30:00 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

12 more daes to his return.. nt reali puttin high hopes in it.. but still i reali hope tt tings would would reali turn out fine when he return. dear.. pls dun let me lose ya.. wiiinniie wiishh_.
happy.. cus i jus finish my eom 1st draft.. sian.. next week would be a busy week i guess.. tml need to help zeenat fer sc tingy. till 7 pm.. den tue gt a level listenin.. den after tt mus do notice board. den wed is srjcian day... haiyo.. die liao la... i m e iconfer my class la.. oh gosh.. cant imagine how pai seh it would be lo... die liao .. n ya.. change instrument to cornet.. hope i will play well =))
dear missya so somuch..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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4:07:00 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

hey.. hahas.. at last my com is ok=))
2 weeks has pass.. n i m still waitin fer himto return.. hai.. dear.. reali reali miss ya a lot alot can.
anyway.. gt back sum of my common test results.. omg.. i gt u grade fer my phy n chem. wad is tis la.. n i gt quite high fer chi.. hahs.. happy me.. my maths gt e highest in class.. but actually.. i onli gt a jus pass la.. hai.. so upset wit myself.. should hav gotten better... careless mistakes are reali killin me.. hai. hai.. hai..
pls com back soon!!
sillyLOVESpig<3
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4:25:00 PM