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Friday, June 30, 2006

30th june 2oo6. he decided tt we should take a break.. it's hurtin.. cry n cry n cry.. eyes are swollen.. sadness in me.. i feel so lost all of a sudden.. but i din agree on it.. he said he dun wan to hold me on even when he's in vietnam.. cus he will be there a mth.. plus.. he say tt he dun deserv such a good gal.. reali breakdown last nite.. although he din say he wanted to end tis relationship.. but hai.. tt's nt e point anymore.. shall wait fer him to return.. wiiinnie pronounced dead_.
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7:30:00 PM

wah...so long nv blog le.. reason being my com is down.. stupid com can.. till now still nt ok... sad lo..anyway.. mus thans sylvia fer helpin me to post tis.. muacks..time flies.. yea.. done wit my exams.. tink gonna fail quite a no. of sub.. hai..sad ting to say tt.. he's goin vietnam tml. n guess wad.. i still din get to c him.. perhapes.. its gonna reali be e end of our relationship bah..nigel.. noe wad.. reali reali miss ya a lot.. but i reali dun c a point of goin on.. but still i cant bear to end it.. aiya.. wadeva den.. shall c wat will happen when ya return..nvm la.. its all fated i guess.. frens r stilll e most impt ones.. hahas.. i hav pei yu n my darlings wit me=)) n nt fergettin my zixin lao gong.. hav been togetehr fer 4 mths plus le.. love her lots. hahas.. will be havin chi a level oral next next tue.. die liao.. i sure nervous like siao de.. hahs.. good luck to eveyrone.yah..wiinnie wiishh_.
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

hmmm.. now at my cousin's hse.. hais.. long time since i last blog.. cus com spoil.. hai..
guess wad.. i saw him jus now.. how dumb can i be.. should hav jus walk to him instead.. dumb ass.. k.. nvm.. rerali miss him badly..feel like dyin can...
anwya.. exams is jus next weekk.. hahas.. n i m nt prepared at all... yeah.. i need sum motivation i guess.. where r u my dear?? i wonder.
n ya.. i met zy tt dae.. shocked.. ahahs.. i din expect myself to cry tt much.. realised tti actually luv nig a lot.. =)) feelins arent e same afterall.. dear.. reali treasure u a lot. muacks.. hope to cya soon bah.
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