ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

lol.
few more mins left x))
yea..
guess wad.
we chatted..
OVERJOYED CANX)))
i tink i still do misses ya !
do take care.
sillyLOVESpig<3
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11:53:00 PM

hahas.. birthdae is gonna end in like 20 mins time.!
WADEVA !!
DO WISHES CUM TRUEE?
HEHS!!
NAH..
THY ALL JUS LIES TOLD TO BLUFF US SINCE YOUNG..
BUT! i still do believe !
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:34:00 PM

tmd.
NTH MUCH FER TODAY..
dun u tink tt its veri sad when no one celebrates ur birthdae wit ya..
but at least there was dinner wit family at sakae.
but still it sucks.
i cant believe i cried so much on my birthdae..
IT REALI DO SUCKS LA.
FUCK!
i jus hate birthdae.
its so damn damn bloody pathetic when u dun even hav anywhere to go but jus home to slp..
seriously can..
like wth.. i actually sms jia to ask her if i can acc her to dye her hair..
cus practically i hav nowhere to go but home..
so sick rite!
dun u guys agree!
tmd.. n tt's nt all abt it..
i bloody hell gt scolded fer wastin my time wit her..
FUCK!
MY MUM JUS CANT STOP SCREAMIN OVER E BLOODY FONE!
if i had gt a place to go..
or sumone hu would jus acc me..
i wouldnt even waste my 4 hours sittin at e salon.
TINK I GOT NTH BETTER TO DO MEH.!
this year jus SUCKS LIKE HELL CAN.
shant nt whine anymore.
i might jus explode anytime!!
im NOT GONNA CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAE ANYMORE!
IT JUS WUN MAKE ANY DIFF!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:11:00 PM

OFFICALLY 17 X))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 WINNNIE :))
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:08:00 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

MON:
dinner was wonderful..
SINFUL OF COURSE..
went DING TAI FENG wit em x))
nice nice..
i love e xiao long bao..
jia bought me a cake..
veri nice cake indeed x)
shall upload e pics later..
TUE:
todae was..
WOW!!
went town wit ass n zy..
den ate ramen wit em..
hahas.. den went walkin ard n went toilet..
when i came out..
gosh..
thy sang birthdae song x))
den alice n sh brought me a cake.
damn damn surprise.. hee..
THANS X))
tml would be bored i gues..
there's band in e mornin..
OHNO X(
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:46:00 PM

Monday, November 27, 2006

hahs.. anyway..
i m much in love wit tis song x))
MIRROR MIRROR BY M2M.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
3:30:00 PM

haven been bloogin fer e past 2 daes x)
actually there's oso nth much to blog abt..

SAT :
slack at home till evening..
den went out fer dinner wit relatives..
NOE WAD..
TINK DAD'S GONNA KILL ME WHEN HE SEES MY BILL..
60 plus..
LUCKY TT DAE I HIDE IT..
IF NT..
hai.. DIE LIAO LA..
he's so gonna get so mad if he finds out..
hopefully mum wun sabo me x(
dinner was fine x))
chatted wit my cousins n ate quite a lot..

SUN:
slack at hm again.
hahas..
had dinner wit family at bugis..
n went town to shop..
WOW..
DAD SAY HE WANS TO BUY ME A cucci handbag fer b'dae present.
lol..
but mums say dun wan..
SIAN DIAO.

MON:
actualy meetin keith de..
but hahas..
i ps him again..
cus jus now rainin..
i lazy to go out..
so ya..
plan to do alot of things todae de..
like meetin keith..
lunch wit him.
goin "his" hse to put hw inside e letterbox.
(diff person)
but ya..
tink suan le.
mayb goin tml de..
anyway.. will be meetin zy tml..
we goin town.
hahas..
SMILE PPL X)

gonna go out at nite..
wow.. my relatives celebratin b'dae wit me..
lol..
thou todae is nt e actual day..
haha..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
3:17:00 PM

HAPPY 9TH MTH ANNI LAO GONG X))
LOVEYA GAL.!!
sillyLOVESpig<3
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3:16:00 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

CANDID X))

this is FUNNY X)
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:35:00 PM

hehs..
i actually miss ya so much todae..
hahs.. guess u wun even miss me..
doesnt reali matter..
nth matter now..

anyway.. lectures was boring as usual..
hahas.. went ps went angie.. ass.. mich.. qin.. zy.. sh n alice.. ate mos burger..
nth much.. chatted quite a lot..
den back to skool fer chem..
pon band after tt..
wah.. i gt headache de... whole body pain oso..
went hk cafe wit zy n sh after tt..
slack there fer a while.. n took sume pics..
LOL.

headed to tamp to meet mum after tt..
she treat me eat fish& co.
yum yum x)))
den home sweet home..

gonna meet keith tml i guess.
den at nite mettin family fer dinner.
tt's all fer todae..

I MISS YOU HELL LOTS X(
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:23:00 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

hahhas.. enuff of whinin ytd.
woke up pretty late tis mornin..
damn TIRED.
DID A BIT OF E MATHS PP..
wits reali makin me so sick..
cus got a lot dunno how to do..
do till halfway jiu SIAN DIAO..
but yea.. i still continue -.-
sillyLOVESpig<3
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5:41:00 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

this post might be very rubbish.. hahas..
is jus how i feel..
leave if u cant be bothered

I WONDER IF ITS ALL WORTHWHILE.
HAHS.
NO MATTER WAD..
I GUESS I STILL MISS YOU..

my life jus passes by day by day unmeaningfully.
hahas.. wun it be good to make full use of ur day?
dun u guys agree??
let me tell u how i spend my dae usually..
basically jus tv.. slp.. eat.. n comp..
n nt fergetiin day-dreamin n missin ya..
so like wadeva rite..
hahs..
I AM SO SO DAmn BORED!

realise as i grow older..
a lot of things started changing..
like e ppl ard me..
e way i behave..
n yea.. nt fergetin everything tt i am goin through now
all those sadness..
all e attitude i gave..
all thoes tt had enter n leave my life..
guess one day..
everything would cum to a stop..
definitly it will..
its jus a matter of a time..
actually.. it depends on how i look at things..
y love..?
y sad..?
y cry..?
all this shouldnt even exist in me in e 1st place..
i m so gonna let go OF everything now..
u all may tink tt it would jus be another implusive decision..
n mayb after sumtime..
i might still jus say i plan nt to giv up le..
yea.. FUNNY RITE..
hahs.. tt's winnie i guess..
so indecisive n stuff..
but tis time i reali mean wad i mean..
feelings would still be there thou..
but I WILL REALLY LET GO.
NO MORE CRYING LE X)

PERHAPS.. it isnt any love at all.
i duno.. i reali dunno..
guess seeing u happy is enuff.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:13:00 PM

opps.. was late fer lect todae.. hahas
i woke up late..
actually din plan to go.. but.. ya.. no choice..
lecture was FINE i guess..
i mean as compared to e previous lecturer.. hahas
went kovan wit zy.. sh.. angie.. n ass after lect..
walk walk ard n went angie's hse..
hahas.. guess wad.. we watch 3 vcd jus now..
like movie marathon liddat..
was reali tired.. almost fell aslp during e show..
den chatted fer awhile n left her hse at ard 6 plus. yup
thans angie x)) muacks..
den took bus wit zy..
went godma hse fer dinner..
n home after tt x)

a close fren of mine somhow became veri stranger to me. i duno y.. but ya.
guess it wun get any better le bah.. hai..
a lot of things happen..
n i do reali cherish tis frenship of ours..
ya.. like wadeva le.. x(
no matter wad.. do take care..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:34:00 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

FUCK!
TODAY JUST SUCKS!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:08:00 PM

opps.. sorry keith.. hahs.
though u r nt offended but i still feel kinda upset..
sorry fer usin tt word..
promise i wun use it on u again.
hahas.. perhaps like wad u say..
I CHANGE UNKNOWINLY.
doesnt matter.. yup.
too many things happen so suddenly..
n i dun even noe how to react.. hahs

anyway.. pon maths lect jus now.. lol
i tink i shldnt had pon..
slack at mac till like 1 plus..
hahahs.. haapy chattin wit emx))
den went j8 wit zy after tt..
n ya.. meet jia at ard 4 plus at yck.
went amk fer dinner..
n took bus to tamp to walk ard..
tt's all fer todae.

FUCKING NO MOOD LA
HOPE TML WLD BE A BETETR DAE
I JUS MISSYA X(
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:28:00 PM

Monday, November 20, 2006

hehs..
sumtimes i reali wonder where's tt WINNIE i use to noe had gone to..
hahs.. sumwhere far far away bah..
nv will she be back i guess..

LOST IN HER OWN WORLD
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:34:00 PM

as usual went fer skool todae.. hahs..
lecture was so bloody boring can.. EEE!!
anyway. went expo food fair wit sum of my classmates jus now.. hahs
quite a lot of ppl yah.. hehs..
shant tok much abt it.. yup..
den went to collect my fone wit see hui x))
at last i gt back my fone.
e rest went tm after tt..
yeah. noe wad. there will be no band prac tml..
CHEERS X)
nya.. lesson will start at 8 tml.. wah..
SIAN.. so early x(
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:30:00 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

I REALLY DO MISSYA :)
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:05:00 PM

did nth much todae.. went cycling in e noon wit family.. lol..
fun n enjoyable dae..
hahas.. i still haven get my fone yet..
gonna collect it tml.. so miss my phone x)

oya.. jus rem.. was chattin wit alan jus now.. hahas.
I MISS PRI SKOOL TIMES.
lols. gt one time we went to steal ice cream.. hahas
n guess wad.. we gt caught. how naughty i was last time. yah.
nya.. hahs.. all those quarrelin i had wit him.
cum to tink of it.. it's reali veri childish.
hehs.. guess now.. everything change..
hahas... anyway.. will be organisin a gatherin again..
hope to c everyone again x))
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:52:00 PM

SAT :
was late fer band as usual. hehs..
i was late on purpose tis time.. din reali felt like goin skool..
bloody hell.. skool is like so far can.. eee..
took cab down to pasir ris after tt.. hahas..
went aunts hse fer a while nya.. home after tt..
den was abt to go out of house den suddenly py called..
wtf.. everytime liddat de.. all so last min.. sian..
i tink nxt time i will jus go out wit py instead.. hehs..
wah.. tt des reali damn dumb. hahs..
we were suppose to meet at 5 plus 6 fer dinner..
n guess wad..
he went to book movie tickets wit his gf at 7.30..
bloody hell.. so wad rite.
was kinda upset ytd..
I DIN SEND JUN OFF YTD..
n keith was like sayin wad kinda good fren r u..
IM SORRY GAL X(
went suntect at nite wit family..
n hahas.. met mel there.. lol.. yea..
den hm sweet hm after tt..
chatted wit keith fer awhile n fell aslp after tt x))
basically.. quite a boring dae afterall.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:50:00 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

todae is real tiring..
went to skool fer lesson in e mornin all e way till 3 plus..
den went hm alone after tt.. hahas..
anywyay.. jus reach hm..
went tm jus now wit mum.. yup.. so guai rite.. acc her go..
hehes.
saw yane there.. miss her hell lots..
how i wish life could be like wad is like in sec skoolx)
all those slackin n chattin.. reali miss those times.. ya..
gonna reali start revising on maths..
wah.. hw n hw n more hw r cumin.. oh no!!
hahs.. tink todae rather happyx)) oso duno y.. hehs..
enjoy my day so far.. yup..
anyway.. tml hav band prac..
damn sian can..
i dun wan go fer e exchange thingy..
i dun wan to miss class chalet leh..
SIAN LA..
gonna meet my clique tml.. lol.. thy change e date..
but ya.. there's a few hu dunno how to compomise de..
eee.. already so many ppl say goin le..
y cant e minority compromise.
will having dinner wit em de.. yupx)))

pls take good good care of urself leh..
haiyo.. alwis fall sick..
make me so worry de..
rest well n drink lotsa water k x)
hope u will get well soon de.. ya.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:50:00 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

hahs.. jus type tis post out of boredom.. so ya.. its a bit nonsense i guess..
pls leave if u dun wanna read nonsense x)

anyway.. read through all my previous posts jus now..
sumtimes i reali wonder if i had already got over wit nig.
hahs..
all my sad posts..
saying tt i would wait.. n i wun giv up..
hav i reali let him go.. actually.. i reali duno..
sumhow.. i start to nt tink of him le..
since tinkin of him makes my heart hurts. ya.
y should i..? although i misses him sumtimes..
but guess.. its all over x)
I WILL MOVE ON TO LIVE A BETTER LIFE I GUESS..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:38:00 PM

WINNIE'S DEAD X)
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
1:23:00 PM

hahs.. new skin x)) spend my mornin doin it.. TIRED YAH.
todae is such a boring dae..
spend my day watchin vcd.. hahs..
gt nth better to do de..
anyway.. mayb meetin MI clique on sun.. lols.. its been like mths since we last met up x)
REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
nya.. jun is leaving on e 18th.. hope she take care of herself over there ya..
hope to meet up soon when she return.
miss her so so much. hee..
basically tt's all fer todaes entry..
anyway.. hopefully moone will cum my hse soon fer dinner..
my mum misses ya leh.. she keep askin me why so long nv cum le.. YEAH!
lastly.. i tink i hav to learn to let go.. yup. i dun hav a choice either..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
1:16:00 PM

MORNIN EVERYONE X))
hopefully todae would be a fresh new day fer me..
things happened tis mornin.. n i shant mention it..
anyway.. deleted quite a lot of post jus now.. hehs.
dun wan anymore sad stuff in mua life..
shall keep everything inside my <3 sorry ppl fer worryin.. seriously..
i m PERFECTLY FINE
NYA. hope tt we still can be veri good frens like b4 yah..
there would be skool tml..
OH NO.. hav to wake up early again x(
wah.. tink tml skool is till 3.30..
yup.. i will start to mug hard fer next yr.
JIAYOU PPL =)
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:09:00 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

wake up pretty late todae.. opps.. i din go fer band.. lol.. tink chee hao is so gonna kill me.. hehs.. he even sms me to ask me y i din cum.. but ya.. i din reply.. so sorry.. i was actually so bloody tired..
nvm..
went out at ard 3 plus.. was suppose to meet keith.. but ya..
kinda expected.. in e end i din.. i m so so so sorry canx(( hope to meet u soon..
went bugis wit jia after tt.. ya.. went walkin ard.. nth much la.. oya.. met qin qin n mich there.. haahs.. n met jia lin too.. anyway.. hope jun's doin well.. miss her so much!!
went hm at ard 7 plus.. yup..
den went simei fer dinner wit jia.. n send my fone fer repair.. hahas.. duno wad's wrong wit it.. keep restartin itself.. argh.. yup.. hopefully i can get my fone back soon.. yup
haha.. tink gonna slp ealry tonight x)
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:54:00 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

tiring dae !!
went skool in e mornin fer pw stuff. yup.. guess there's NO MORE PW X) cheers!!!
more slp n less worry.. whee..
anyway.. went ps wit some of my classmates.. n thy went fer movie.. haha..
met mum after tt at dobhy ghuat..
den went lavender.. kinda bored ya..
overall.. todae isnt tt bad x)
met pei yu ytd.. lol... oh no.. huimin ps us can.. she say wan cum den in e end.. ya.. kinda expected.. so.. nvm.. watch final call wit her den went shop shop ard town x)) simply love her. hahas..
gal.. ur presence makes me happy..
enjoyable day indeed!!
will be meetin keith tml x) hahas.. din c him fer like so so long yah.. hope jun n him are both doing fine.. miss you guys lots..
tt's all fer blogging todae.. nth much to blog.. hehs..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:28:00 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

hahas.. cute??

hahs.. he fell aslp??

ugly me n dean's cute bear x))
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:36:00 PM

happy birthdae to my dear bro x)
went skool in e mornin fer meetin den met zeenat to do sum pw stuff.. ahahs..
after tt went to eat wit zy thy all x). hahas. den rush off to meet mum n bro.. yup.. ate soul garden.. ate quite a lot.. hahas.. oh no.. i m gettin fatter.. hahs..
den went hm after tt x)
overall. quite a pleasant dae..
hehs.. nt gonna blog abt sad stuff le.. hee
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:35:00 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

had op todae.. tink it was fine i guess x) at last i mdone wit op.. whee!!~~
went pizza hut wit my usual clique after skool.. hahas.. yummyx)den went hm wit mich after tt..
wah.. reali damn fuckin tired sia.. damn sian can.. tml still hav to go skool fer meetin wit band teachers.. oh no.. i wan more slp x(
nya.. realise tt todae is thurs ya.. haahs.. as wad i hav expected.. hehs.. i jus can let go.. x( shall let it be den.. n i jus miss ya a lot a lot.. take care.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:30:00 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

im goin to smile like nothings wrong..
talk like everythings perfect..
act like its all a dream..
and pretend tt its not hurting me..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:32:00 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

hehs.. ppl r jus so weird.. send em e things thy wan.. n den keep askin me qns.. like whether if its correct a not.. if u tink e tink is bloody wrong.. den jus dun follow.. can.. its reali veri irritatin.. i m nt teacher.. how i noe whether if e ting given is correct a not.. damn pissed can.. argh.
anyway.. woke up early todae to go skool to do pw.. its boring.. ya.. did nth much.. jus a bit of rehearsing n editin of slides.. went to watch grudge 2 afte tt.. nt veri nice leh... sian.. was hopin tt it would be reali scary.. but ya.. disappointin ya..
n.. tml hav to go skool again fer pw n meet miss zeenat at 1.. oh no.. tink she gonna get so mad at us can.. die liao x(
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:28:00 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

did nth much todae.. slpt in e noon.. lols.. reali sounds like pig.. ahahs. ya..
start to miss ya.. lol...so like wadeva.. anyway.. tml hav to go skool do pw.. damn damn sian can.. eee.. oh no!! my precious slpin time.. shall slp when i cum home after tt x))
reali wan to thans e two unknown person.. hahas.. so sweet of e both of em to like care fer sumone unknown can.. hahas..
realise tt everydae is alwsi so boring.. gosh.. cant reali find stuff to do.. no wan chat wit.. no one to go out wit.. hehs.. tt's life i guess..
even tis blog is gettin boring..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:55:00 PM

hehs.. its pretty weird.. unknown ppl keep taggin.. hahas.
anyway.. i m nt in reali good mood todae.. hahas..
din sms him or even receive any sms frm him.. hai... tink suan le bah..
anyway.. chat wit quite a lot of ppl todae.. hope thy r doin well ya x))
n jia you fer all those takin o level pp on mon x)) whee!!~~
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:21:00 AM

Friday, November 03, 2006

phew.. at last chi exam is over.. pretty ok i guess. i wan my A x)
feelin quite tired. din reali slp well last nite.. hahs.. so guess i will be slpin early tonight. anyway.. went town to meet bun after skool... ate pasta mania.. haahs.. super miss MI can.. how i wish life would jus be like how it was like in MI. HAHAS. dream on gal!
den went slackin at food court fer an hour i guess.. nth much to shop.. i wan buy tis bag wit bun.. damn nice la.. but ya.. its 80 bucks.. shall save up fer it x)) whee
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:05:00 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

winnie pronounced dead again!!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:16:00 PM

another boring dae.. but ya.. todae passes pretty fast. spend my dae studyin.. watchin tv n slacking.. ok... reali damn damn sian.. n ya depress can.. hai.. i duno how cum.. jus depress.. hehs.. tml meetin pei yu... miss her super much de.. actually can meet lao gong de but she gt op rehearsal tml so ya.. hais... cant meet her... anyway.. tml is e pp de.. so hope everyone will do well fer it.. jia you bah..
wondering n still wondering.. i feel like dying can.. hai.. seriously cant take it anymore longer.. one dae... i willl die from it can... i tink i need help.. i reali need it.. hopefully pei yu wld be able to keep me happy tml.. ya... how i wish i could be happy like b4.. fer at least one dae oso can.. pls
x(( but it seems like happiness jus wun last... its alwis like super super short.. hai..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:58:00 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

hehs.. things r getteing more n more complicated.. n is reali reali out of my control.. shall nt let tis bother me anymore.. anyway.. chi a level is on fri.. pretty fast ya.. shall mug hard fer it to get wad i wan x) jia you ppl..
n i hope jun is feelin better now.. miss her hell lots.. iloveya gal =)
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:28:00 PM