ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Saturday, May 30, 2009

not gonna write anything harsh or so here.
but i just feel like venting all my frustration here.
idk wtf is wrong.
not sure when will this be coming to an end.
perhaps there wouldnt be any end.
i am so so not happy.
what the fuck is wrong with the attitude thingy.
damn!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:27:00 PM

i am feeling so fk-ing bu shuang.
wtf.
damn it.
i wonder how long will this actually last.
fuck.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:26:00 PM

Friday, May 29, 2009

just came home not long.
caught night at the mueseum 2 just now.
the movie was nice((:

had breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at zhou kitchen.
food was good, service was great and acc was awesome.

hope you enjoy your day with me.
and the suprise that i gave you.
happy birthday dar
ily.

currently doing nothing.
fbing as usual):
no one to talk to.
rarrh.
bored bored bored.
shall go bed soon.

ohya going aaron kwok concert tml.
dad got 6 tickets((:
so will going with my whole family plus bf(:
nights people.
rest well.
idk whats wrong.
i have been experiencing heart pain recently.
okay.
i think i dying soon
so if you guys miss me please meet me up soon(:

and i have been sleeping late and yet waking up freaking early everyday.
damn.
and i also wake up having terrible headaches.
and the worst thing is that i cant get back to sleep once i wake up.
okay.
here comes the headache again!
fuck.

i have the tendecy to whine about everything when i post an entry.

okay and here i go again.
i have been feeling rather fustrated be it smsing or talking to someone recently.
dont ask me why.
i seriously dont know.
i just hope things goes back to before.
i really dont know whats wrong with the attitude thingy.
okay whatever.
i get pissed whenever i talk about it.
hope everything will resolve by itself asap.

dar.
if you happen to read this later.
which i dont know what time it would be.
if its already like very late den dont have to call me le.
there's always tomorrow.
i enjoyed my day wit you today.
i am gonna text the exact same thing to you(:
ya i know i bo liao.
i have got nth to do either.

please sleep early and i shall bus-ed over tomorrow.
okay

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:49:00 PM

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO BOYFRIEND.
WITH LOTSA AND LOTSA OF LOVE FROM YOUR GIRLFRIEND.
AND I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE.
I AM LEFT WITH 10 BUCKS IN BANK.

anyway hope you like the bulletin board that i made.
nice right((:
remind to take a picture of it tomorrow.
okay.
iloveyou my boy.

if you happen to be reading his later.
your birthday present is somewhere inside your room((:
happy searching dar.
hope you will have a fun and enjoyableday tomorrow.
i kknow i will make your day.
MUACKS.
its my sec time celebrating your birthday with you.
and i know there will be many many many more times.

xiaobenben.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:22:00 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

LALALA.
had been spending my time with jiajia for the past few days.
thank you love.
hahas.
see you soon okay.

rarrh.
and my back hurts hell lots luh.
damn pain):

bf is back and he bought me hell lots of stuff.
thank you pig(:
ily okay.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:38:00 PM

Monday, May 25, 2009

and DEAN LEE JIAQI is so super freaking awesome.
he's gonna get me a nice cardigan(:
LOVES.
ily brother!
thanks
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:35:00 PM

((:
boyfriend is coming back tomorrow night!
i miss him so much luh.
but will only get to see him on wed.

was suppose to go cycling today.
but due to bad weather.
hehs.
its like so freaking hot okay.
sorry breadspread.
another time okay.

went shopping with jiajia instead.
had subway((:
LOVES.
AND we found cheaponana place to shop.
cheap and nice.
bought clothes.
i know i kept spending like nobody business despite the fact that my bank only left with 26 bucks.
damn pathetic can.
damn.

and went to cut bangs again.
jis cut bangs too.
but mine like kinda think.
rarrh.
nevermind.
bf is so gonna laugh at me again when he sees me.
rarrh

waiting for bf to finish packing before i call him((:
loves loves loves
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:29:00 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

just talk on the phone with okb.
i miss him hell lots.
i love you pig(:
please return safely!
muacks
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:29:00 PM

4 more days!
booboo.
i miss you bf.
bored bored bored.
life's like so boring without him around):

spend my day baking cake with jiajia.
somehow we fail.
LOLS.
pics will be uponce jia upload it.
damn hilarious.
LOLS

OKAY.
almost broke again.
spend 50 today
damn.
pay please come faster.
i need you okay.
boring boring.
i need a job.
i need some cash.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:46:00 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

TO: ONG KIAN BENG(:
dearest benben.
you will be leaving on friday!
during this 5 days when you are not around.
i will miss you every single day every single moment.
and really hope you will have a great time there.
promised me to take good good care of youself when i aint around okay.
dont worry(:
i will eat well sleep well and pray for you to return safely every night.
deal okay.
at night must cover blanket okay.
i will miss you.
muacks.
loves.
will be waiting for you to return to celebrate your birthday with you okay.
and drink more water please!
take care dar.
i know this is a bit kua zhang.
but seriously i cant imagine not having you around for 5 days!
though this isnt the 1st time.
but this time round it would be worst.
i cant contact you either.
rarrh.
okay.
just one last sentence.
i love you dar i really do.

oh.
and bb will be waiting for you to return also.
he will miss you.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:56:00 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

did this a few days ago.
simple yet pretty(:
hahas.
ya i know self praise is no praise.
rarrh.

was suppose to bake cake with jiajai today.
but in the end she didnt come.
LOLS.
postpone it to fri instead.
and i have got 2 recipe to work on.
meanwhile i shall work o the 1st one.
awaits for my results(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
3:26:00 PM

anyway.
new skin.
have been working on it since morning.
LOLS.
and i found a job(:
its only for a few days though.
lols

and i think i am geting sick.

okay.
2 more days.
rarrh.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
3:24:00 PM

lols.
vote for me okay.
haas.
i am #240.

http://goto.canon.com.sg/ixus100is/#/stylebook/vote/
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:05:00 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

i have got lots and lots of photo to upload.
but due to lazyness.
hahas.
another time okay.
i promise i will upload next week cause i am free now(:
hahas.
no more exams no more class.

and now i need a job!
roar.
boring la
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:54:00 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

damn.
insomnia again.
couldnt sleep last night.
tossed and turned in bed.
its so irritating can.
idk wtf is wrong with me la.
fucked.
finally feel aslp at 3 plus.
last paper tomorrow.
but its econs):
and i am having headaches now.
so irritating.
i have yet to finish.
awesome.
okay.
can anyone tell me when would econs ever be done.
-.-
enough of crap shall cont muggin mugging mugging):
tomorrow's pp is in the noon.
so there's still time to cont studying tml.
afterwhich i will be free from exams.
hahahahahahs

till then.
hope you people enjoyed your day today.
i "enjoyed" my day doing econs.
wahahahahha.

ps: bf is leaving for his trip in a weeks time.
rarrh

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:06:00 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

Our story has three parts:
A beginning, a middle, and no end.
And although this is not the way how all stories unfold...
I still believe that ours will go on forever...
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
6:50:00 PM

just a few random thoughts.
rarrh.
i often thinks that i am a lousy gf.
i tried my best to understand you better but somehow i failed.
i cant figure out out what you are acually thinking at times or rather most of the times.
i know you dont have the habit of sharing your problems since young.
but just want to let you know as a gf,
i am willing to be your listening ear to share your burden with you.
i wanted to more understanding and i am still trying to.
i aint sure if you still think that i am controlling you.
but boy.
just want to know that i really do love you.
be it in the past or now.

its 15 months, 460days, 11040 hours.
ilu okb.

12022008//

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
6:40:00 PM

hahas.
in case you people miss me.
this is for you(:
LOLS
YA. i know i look abit retared here.
wanted to bun-ed my hair but realise i dont have a rubber band with me.
rarrh
and my top is crooked.
LOLS
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:21:00 PM

3 papers down.
3 more to go!
will be having two paper tml.
hope it wouldnt be as tedious as the prelims.

anyway.
fri paper is the super major one.
its econs okay.
damn.

but after that i will be free.
so jiayou winnie.

anyway.
happy 15th months to ong kian beng in advance.
ilu.
rarrh.

okay. till den.
updat more often after my papers.
good luck people.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:17:00 PM

Friday, May 08, 2009

one paper down!
had poa today.
as usual not enough time to finISH.
and exam started an hour later.
its so dumb la.
shall update again after tomorrow
having two stats paper tml.
how awesome.
tired tired!

i need some rest
i am feling stress can.
i cant sleep last night.
yawns

and i miss my boy.
rarrh.
love you pig.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:08:00 AM

Sunday, May 03, 2009

tada.
iam back blogging again(:
surprise right.
hahahs.
i know i should be studying.
okay i am actually multi-tasking(:

winnie cant wait for exams to come and go.
i miss all my girlfriends.
and dearest jiajia!!
shall go enjoy after exams.
its juts another 2 weeks or so!.
and i will be free luh.

bf going overseas soon.
rarrh.
buy me stuff okay(:
hee.
i will wait for you to come back to celebrate your 22nd birthday(:
will give you some surprise(:
i promised.
okay.
off to studying.

and tml will be a long day.
will be meeting anna to study in the morning at 10am.
okay .
there's still lots to be done.

okay.
meanwhile will be blogging lesser!.

will update more after exams.
and all pictures.
and i cut my fringe.
okay.
i look so dumb now.
rarrh
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:48:00 PM

SPECIALLY FOR OKB(:
LOVES

lols. despite the fact that he's just beside me.
i still want to dedicate this short and sweet post to him.
its gonna be our 15th month in a week's time or so.
and my exams are like next week luh.
thank for being there when i need you.
there were times when i needed you but you wer busy.
but its okay.
i know you still care(;
iloveyou boy.
and i always do.
muacks muacks.
two kiss for you okay.
hee.
LOVE YOU BENBEN.
MAY THIS OLOVE LAST FOREVER AND EVER(:

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:12:00 AM

Friday, May 01, 2009

oh my.
just looked at my bank account summary.
and to my horror.
i only left 60 plus.
wtf!.
and i bought atop online which cost me 20.
now i am left with 40.
awesome.

like what dar say i seriously need to save can.
just received my pathetic pay.
LOLS.
150.
HARD EARN PAY OKAY.
have to wait for like a mth for next pay day.
and this mth iam only teaching twice.
which means 60 bucks only.
could some kind soul please donate me some cash or what.
wah lau.
i am like so broke la.

and i am super tired now.
studied econs for the whole freaking day.
did poa just now.
and now stats.

tml will be stats 1 and 2 pp plus poa.
sat will be econs plus stats plus poa.
LOLS.
SUN WILL BE STATS PLUS POA.
SOME ECONS BAH.
gonna touch alittle lesser on maths.
cause all the subjects are like shit.

okay. till then.
i got like a lot pics to upload.
but i cant seems to find anything to do so.
so everything shall leave it after my exams.
its so gonna end(:
and pray for me that i will pass with flying colours.
thank you.
bf i know you will
hee.
iloveyou my boy.
only you and ..
ahahs
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:27:00 AM