ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Thursday, April 30, 2009

1 week, 7days.
oh my.
i am super scared can.
its like 7 days to the big exam day!
am i prepared?
seriously, idk.

despite doing so much
i dont feel prepared at all.
idk wtf is wrong.
i know i should stay positive.
winnie you can do it.
exams are just another part of my life my journey.
and i know you will be avle to curb this fear and fight against it.
(:
stay calm and eveything will be fine.

time check.
its 12.18 now.
and i am currently doing econs.
yes.
guess i start to like econs little by little le(:

i will stay awake till you are back okay.
i promised.
dear dear will always wait for dar dar no matter how late.
yup.
enjoy bah.
loves.

and i want to eat so many things can.
ramen.
scissors rice.
fried mars bar.
shilin fried chicken.
my fav ee mian from bedok!
and not forgeting 216 nasi lemak and changi v one.
and durian.
LOLS.
i know bf dont like.
HAHAS
okay i am really feeling hungry now.

winnie please dont fall sick.
idk whats wrong.
its like my whole boyd aint feeling well.
its like i feel like vomitting after i eat.
and headache and even major headache.
and sorethroat.
rarrh.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:15:00 AM

Monday, April 27, 2009

damn.
time is really running out.
and i haven been touching poa since last fri.
went airport today and did 2 pps.
rarrh.
have been doing econs for the past few nights.
oh my.
what am i suppose to do with poa.
help needed.

meeting anna tml to study
i will need to complete stats 1 plus econs macro tut.
shall do poa at night.

okay gtg and cont with econs):
and the worst part is that there's lesson tml morning.
8.30 can!
oh my.
damn major la.

PS: i miss you my boy.
LOVES
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:27:00 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

its 1.30am.
waiting for dar to go to bed):
rarrh
and i am feeling so so hungry now.
yawns.

and and i got bored from studying.
partly because i am tired too la
shall continue tml
anyway.
happy 21st birthday to dearest fangyi.
shall see you tml at your party!

and for now.
i shall just wait.
rarrh.
mayb i will fell asleep like ytd again.
boohoohoo.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
1:22:00 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

quick updates.
have been studying in and out lately with dar anna and jiajia.
and finally all my lects are ending.
but the sad thing is that exams is in a week or so.
winnie please buck up okay.

gonna go out for a little while later with okb.
rarrh.
so studying while waiting for dar to wake up.
the time now is 12 and he's still in bed.
rarrh.
bite bite bite.

and and idk wtf is wrong.
i accidentally bite my tongue ytf and now both my tongue and throat hurts.
like super pain can.
sobs sobs.

okay.
gtg back to econs.
):

ong kianbeng_.

iloveyou(:

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:01:00 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

tired.
long longday today.
tomorrow will be worst.
having lesson for consecutive 6 days is killing me.
have to wake up so so early everyday.
it seems that i am tired everyday.
its like after lect esp those till 4 plus 5 ones, when i get home i dont feel like studying anymore.
so i just force myself to do maths.
haven been touching maths ever since prelims ended.
now i should get bak to it.
poa and econs also.
study guide.
will study econs guide tml after my long day.
have been studying the notes these few days.
and poa theory.
oh my.
i need a bigger brain.
memory almost full le can.

had a talk with dar yesterday.
iloveyou boy.
sorry about it.

yawn shall finsih one more long question before going to bed.
long long day tml.
so shall sleep at around 12 plus.
yawns.
nights people.
count down. 3 weeks!
major major major.
its like going back to alevel.
but the mood isnt there at all luh.
jiayou winnie.
you can do it.
hahahas.
i know its dumb
but i must self motivate myself abit(:
as long as you tried your best it should be fine.
you aint that dumb afterall(:
its just year one afterall.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:44:00 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

rarrh.
bored bored bored.
lecct today was boring -.-
sians.
have to go study soon.
but i am like tired can.
and i miss okb.
sian.
guess will only get to see him on sat.
okay.
gtg study and bath soon.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:08:00 PM

Monday, April 13, 2009

that's when i love, when i love you , no matter what.
i miss you.

shall keep this post short and sweet.
wrote all my unhappiness somewhere else instead.

lunch with jiajai at swensens(:
1 for 1 treats and we had ice creams(:
awesome right(:

caught handsome suite after that
movie was funny.
you all should go catch it if you need some laughter and all.
LOLS.
okay i have to continue studying.
ciaos.
more updates tml?

OH.
i have class tml from 10 to 5pm!

awesome!
hahahs.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:19:00 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

was suppose to go malaysia with family today.
in the end i didnt.
went tamp with jia and aunt for lunch and walk around for while.
hell lots of people can.

after that went over to ar's house.
wanted to go bugis.
but rain so heavily luh.
so irritating.
i want go out la.

went cafe cartel at night for dinner and walk around at tamp one.
and home sweet home.
bf went out wiht his friends ya.

i shall sleep early.
cuuse there's class tml.
will be blogging somewhere else at times.
anyway.
hope you people have a good day today(:
LOVES

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:25:00 PM

Thursday, April 09, 2009

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:46:00 PM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

i just type a long post and idk wtf is wrong with blogger.
so irritating
i shall retype.

had a super long day today from 10 all the way to 6.30.
how awesome right.
glad that dar came over to fetch(:
thank you so much.
LOVES.

i took such a long time to get to sleep last night.
idk wtf is wrong.
i just couldnt sleep.
so in the end i couldnt help but burst into tears while hoping dar would answer my call.
and for goodness it was already 3am.
i actually went to bed at around 11plus wtf.
sorry dar. i know you are tired but i couldn't find anyone to call other than you
so sorry to disturb you so late.
finally fell asleep at 3 plus 4.

and blur me.
i actually tot that lesson today was at 8.30.
LOLS.
luckily moon message me.

i hope i will be able to sleep well tonight.
i wish i will received a goodnight message today.
i miss you boy.

anyway.
i just checked my timetable just now.
and realised that i have lesson from sat to thurs.
and most of it is from 10 to 5pm!
major major.

guess i am way tooo shag to cont study today.
i seriously need more time to study.
winnie stay focus.
you will survive.

till then people.
i love okb.
muacks.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:08:00 PM

Sunday, April 05, 2009

anyway. just a quick and small reminder.
will update later atfer i bath.
bro is taking way too long luh.
so irritating.

okay.
owe peaunut 30 bucks(clothes money)
owe fang 22 bucks(birthday present).
so sorry people will return you by next week when i get my pay okay.
i tot i would get my pay this week but sadly no.
sad sad sad.

anyway. i decided not to go for lesson tml and go on tue instead.
since i am having lesson in the morning also so must well go for poa in the noon.
and anna is coming over to study with me.
love you la.
thanks so much.

okay.
it has been a freaking lon long day today.
one word.
tired.
and and i really love dar to the max.
like super can.
i dont know why either.
its like everytime i see him i will be super happy.
super super in love with you my boy.
thanks.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:29:00 PM

Saturday, April 04, 2009

i finally finsih my stats one tutorial for the 3rd time.
LOLS.
LIKE FINALLY LO.

and i have to start on my stats 2.
rarrh.
its been such a long time since i last touch maths.
LOLS.
time is like running out.
yet i still have the time to go out.
RUBBISH RIGHT.
but seriously speaking la.
i cant possibly study every single hour.
i will like die.

feeling so so bored luh.
i want to go out):
hmmm. i shall bring my note out to study.
oh ya.
i want to upload a lot of pic can.
but blogger is like way too slow.!
so fucking irritating.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:38:00 PM