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Thursday, April 27, 2006

i m bloggin again.. borin borin n still borin.. y izzit so borin..omg.. bored la.. n i seriously miss him.. still din get to meet him...ya.. anyway.. tml is our 2nd mth.. haahs... =)..lurve him much.. ya.. muacks..
skool was pretty alrite..fell aslp in almost all e lectures..yawn..omg..
i miss him so so much la.. how??
sillyLOVESpig<3
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9:37:00 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

din hav time to blog fer past few daes.. yea.. was pretty busy wit PI.. tests.. n tutorials..
test next week.. omg...
at last.. he's back. ya... actually it was pretty fast. hahs.. iits like he jus went off ytd. ya.. blablah blah/.haahs.
miss him so much.. n i idn c him fer like 1 mth le.. hahas.. cant believe ttt i had nt meet him fer e past 1 mth.. yea.
n noe wad.. its so fuckinshit la.. i onli pass chi... 31/40.. hahs.
n my gp.. lols... 2.5/25
lols..gosh... wth i doin.. gonna study real hard fer e cummin test.. =) jia you 1s16.
ok... i seriously. hate him.. he's like so bhb la.. omg... he's anit.. n stuff.. i dun giv a damn k. anyway.. no one does give me a fuckin damn.. yea. he spoil my mood in skkool.. or mayb i shld say he spoil everyones mood.. do u hav like zhi zi zhi ming? u r nt like wah.. handsome.. cute or wadsoeva.. k.. pls.. look into e mirror k.. for goodness sake. look at urself b4 sayin others.. u r like worst la.. omg. i cant imagine spendin e rest of my jc life in e same class as u.. mayb thy hav put u in e wrong class ya.. i m nt tryin to be sacarstic or wad k.. i m jus statin e fact.. a fact tt everyone agree.. yah.. n ur presence in class is... er.. ya. out of words..
dun try to show off jus bcus u pass gp... we dun care.. yah.. we dun. wad so great abt pasiin. hahs. e whole class failed except fer u... i m nt jealous at all.. u r alwis 'against' us.. ya.. we say tis u say tt... suits u.. ya... i m gonna hate u so much. fuck
sillyLOVESpig<3
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8:31:00 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

sad... im sad.. hais.. i miss him so muchh.. so much till e extent tt.. i oso duno how to describe.. waitin waitin..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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9:38:00 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

hmm.. still haven get to c him... nvm den.. tld him tt i miss him veri much todae.. n tis was wad he reply "dun worry.. will get to c u soon.. muacks."
hope so bah... anyway.. all e best.. take good good care of urself dear.. muacks.. gonna miss u aso much..
ok 3 weeks has pass.. mayb like wad thy say.. it's a test bah.. wadeva. hahs.. i cant concentrate in skool.. dun hav e mood to study... partially becus of him la... another reason is tt i suddenly lost interest in studies. piles n piles of hw.. n countless test cummin up.. i m afraid i cant take it any more longer.. i would jus breakdown n cry.. like wad i alwis do..
he will be cummin back on e 26.. yea.. waitin. cushe say he will pei me study. =))
sillyLOVESpig<3
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8:32:00 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

fuckoff la.. i m seriously in no mood to study... i hate her.. hate her so much.. jus gt tis feelin la.. dun bother to ask me hu's e her.. hui jun noes =)
damn it la.. spoil my mood man.. i will hate her as long as..
fuck her la.. nt i pms or wad. k.. haven been seein him fer like almost 3 weeks la.. damn it.. wads e matter wit us.. i dunno la.. dun wanna caree so much anymore..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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12:55:00 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

hais.. no comments.. wad more can i even say.. nth else.. i guess..
i noe u r busy.. seriously.. i m being reali understandin.. i dun wanna quarrel or wad..hai.. hais..
hopefully i wll be able to meet him before he goes oversea next thurs. if nt.. he reali win le.. i hav gt nth to say. sad.. cryin silently.. hu cares...
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:07:00 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006

i m happy.. ok.. seriously i.. its nt mood swing or wad k.. i m jus happy.. tink is e most happiest dae as compared to past 2 weeks.. thou i din get to c him.. but i m still happy la.. hahas..
dear.. i love u so much.. muacks.. i jus gt tis veri strong feelin.. nt like b4.. =) so gonna miss u when u nt ard...
felt so relax todae.. simply cus i dun hav any hw.. hahs.. yea.. dun hav to touch on pi fer e time being.. happy. .hahas.. n fer tml.. i will be chiongin fer econs... so gonna study real hard fer thurs test... yea.. cant afford to fail it.. n u noe wad.. i m fallin fer econs.. hahas.. bleahs.. hope i would be happy everydae.. pray..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:13:00 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

HELP!! i seriously need help.. i m feelin so helpless.. nth seeems to reali cheer me up.. jus feel like breakin down n cry all i could .. n hopefully i will be better after tt..
hias.. hais.. n still hais.. wad more can i even say.. will it be e end of us... i m nt sure.. wadeva.. it jus spoilt my mood wheneva i tink abt it..
i m sad.. down... everything tt's nt good will best describe how i m feelin now.. helpless.. i m jus like a helpless gal cryin fer help... hu would cum save mi.. will he..?
i dunno.. everything jus dun seems rite.. y? wad has happen..?
sillyLOVESpig<3
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2:27:00 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

hav been afew daes since i last blog..
quite a lot of stuff happen.. like my cough is gettin worser.. blah blah blah... jus feel like dyin sia.. my cough is so damn irritatin..
haven been seein him fer e past 1 week.. goin to 2 weeks i tink..
oso dunno wad happen.. but at least there is still sms frm him..
feelin fuckin down fer e past few daes.. reason being.. i m sick..i miss him so much.. n...
skool was pretty ok so far.. wit all my frens in class... hahas... 1s16 rawks.. =)
love being iin tis class.. started to clique wit e gals.. =) n noe wad.. s16 is so united.. =) so close.. hahs. we hav lunch n break everydae together n play box game if we hav e time.. yea.. cool class... hahs..
seriously miss him badly.. mayb he is busy or wad bah.. he will be havin holidae next weekk.. hopefully i can get to meet him next week.. =)
omg.. pw.. pw.. n still pw.. i dun hav time at all..
seriously wan to thans moon fer helpin me.. muacks ... love you gal..
met jun ytd fer lunch n we went crystal jade.. lols... so damn broke la.. hahas..
will be havin dinner wit her tml again.. hahas... love her lots too..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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8:02:00 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

sigh.. cough gettin worse.. help.. its so irritatin..
k.. i m sad.. down..wadeva la.. no one cares..
it seems to me tt u dun need me at all la.. u are always busy wit ur stuff..
i m already tryin to be understandin towards u.. but.. hais.. suan le..
u seriously dun hav time fer me.. i dun even rem when's e last time u chat wit me on fone.. wtf.
breakin down soon.
sillyLOVESpig<3
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8:14:00 PM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

omg.. my throat.. reali cannot make it la.. its like to e extreme.. pain till no feelin liao.. almost lose my voice.. i m havin presentation on tues.. how sia.. gosh.. help la.. gonna c doc tml i tink..
have nt meet him since tue.. kinda miss him.. take care dear..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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11:23:00 PM