ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Saturday, December 31, 2011

resolution for 2012.
oka this is like a yearly thing.

i realise for the past 5 years "having decent grades" is one of my resolution for the yr.
oh well.
wo lao le.

this year its gonna be earning more money.
be more trueful to myself? ( like seriously winnie. you sucks)
work hard for my future.
grow up please
lesser tears?
and more sleep pls haha

nights people!
sillyLOVESpig<3
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12:21:00 AM

hello people(:

suddenly have an urge to blog.
bye 2011.
its been a pretty short year.
i finally finish my 3 years of studies.
started working in aia
i cut my hair! (damn! i miss long hair)
met new people, new friends.
in short it was a pretty good year. (excluding all the sadness and all)

may 2012 be a better year(:
winnie jiayou(:

love myself in specs. hee

my super indecent results.

sillyLOVESpig<3
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12:00:00 AM

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

I dreamt of eyecandy yesterday.
Time flies. It's been 3 years since I last saw him.
Random.

Oh well this is part and parcel of life.
People come and go.
Some are meant to stay while others just happen to pass by.
And as time passes, 他们渐渐消失在你记忆中.

It's those who stay that make a difference in my life.
Thank for staying.

Oh well life goes on no matter what.
Smile Winnie(:

You are awesome!
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:58:00 PM

Friday, December 09, 2011

我好不想回家。
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:40:00 PM

Thursday, December 08, 2011

我有点累了。

I don't know how I should I put this.
I don't know if you are still reading this.

Sorry for being a lousy gf.
Sorry for not being understanding enough.
Sorry for not knowing what expectation you have from me.
Sorry for crying always.
Sorry for only knowing how to say sorry.
I apologize way too much.

I know I sucks alot.
I am not sure if in the future will you be the one.
I just now I still love you. Just Like we how we started off.
I admit 我有点动摇.
People treat me nice. Nicer than how you treat me.
But deep down inside you know I still love you.

I often miss talking to you.
Mayb it's the little things that we did that makes me miss you.

I ever thought of ending this r/s.
But someone once told me.
不要为了这一点的不快了，而忘了他四年所对你的好。

Four years, neither long nor short.
I will try my best to maintain this r/s
And at the end of the day, if we are meant to be together we will.
ily
sillyLOVESpig<3
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11:51:00 PM

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

hello earthlings,

had an awesome time last night(:
went to emerald hill 5 with colleagues.
i have awesome colleagues!
happy birthday to you in advance eric

opps and my bruise hurts.
stupid enough to knock onto the

gonna end this post with a old pic.
oka la not very old. took this abt 3 mths ago?
i miss my long long hair):"

sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:56:00 PM

Friday, December 02, 2011

dear blog,

i miss you so much, i have so much to tell you yet i dont know where i should start from.
this is my 879 post.
its been months since i last talk to you.

exams are over like finally.
i have been working for 4 months already yet i have achieve nothing.
i know i sucks.
shen me duo bu shun
results cui.
i feel unwanted all of a sudden.
unwanted by family, unwanted by okb.
i dont know what i really want.
i aint good at making decisions.
all i know is to cry

oh well life goes on i just turn 22, there's still a long long way to go.
smile winnie smile(:

thanks blog. you know i love you.

many things happen
and it just couldnt get better.
i longed for the old you.
i wish i was as happy as before.

oka i am lost of words.
wo hao bu kai xin.

nights everyone(if anyone still bother to read this column)
imy
sillyLOVESpig<3
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11:54:00 PM