ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

boo(:
oh great.the person haven call me yet.
hmmm. should i call her instead.
awww.
i am like super bored la.
dont even know why i woke up so early today.
AND I MISS DAR HELL LOTS THOUGH I JUST MET HIM YESTERDAY.
OPPSX:

looking for forward to tomorrow's outing with ben ben.
LOVES((:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:27:00 AM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

28042008
i had dinner with dar's family.
LIKE MAJOR CAN.
LOVES((:

29042008
HAPPY ROTTING AT HOME.
oh i went ding tai feng with mum in the noon.
and i am like freaking broke now.
i treat her okay.
how nice of me right.
hahs.

30042008
went lao gong house in the morning.
was planning to go for interview.
oppsx:
guess what happen in the end.
we decided to eat sakae buffet lunch instead.
well.
we ate a lot la.
like some hungry ghost can.
I LOVE LAO GONG((:
and and i met dar today.
omg. din expect myself to see him today.
boo!
he's like major cute can.
went dar's house to meet his sis and acc her for hair-cut((:
okay.
i am like super not happy can.
cab-ed home cause din want to let mum wait for me for dinner.
wah piang.
guess how much was the cab fare.
10 bucks can.
ya 10 bucks from 900 plus to simei.
ridiculous can.
oh my.
i swear i will not cab again unless its like major urgent.
i am broke-.-
sadded)):

and i have got like interview tomorrow.
and guess what the person never even give me the address la.
-.-
sian diao.

ps, i love my boy((:

you are missed!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:37:00 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

SHOTS OF LOVE((:

just some random pictures took on our second month and one of our outing.
LOVES(:
doesnt the card look nice.
proud of myself la.
i actually spent like a week or so doing tje card.
hahas.
people please dont get jealous.
haas.

I LOVE BOYFRIEND(:
ONG KIAN BENG, MY ONE AND ONLY LOVE.
BOO((:

dont keep smiling while reading okay.
though i know you will LOVES(:

anyway. enjoyed spending my past 2 days with you.
major stuff happen
LOLS.
ITS REALLY LIKE MAJOR LA.
boo.
dont miss me so much okay.
though i know you will la.
hahahas
i will take good good care of myself de.
love ben ben de you.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:30:00 PM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

LOVES((:

cute couple((:
haas.
DONT JEALOUS!!

anyway. yesterday was my last day of work at scs.
OMG.
2 damn weeks finally ended.
looking forward to getting my pay.
and and i am back to jobless again.
gonna look for job together with lao gong on mon.
LOVES.

currently at ben ben house now.
HE LIKE MAJOR CUTE CAN.
HAHAS.
I LOVE BEN BEN LA.
LOVES((:

and and last but not least. to my dearest friend who has been keeping me occupied for the past 2 weeks at work.
thanks so much much.
enjoy talking to you((:
dont think so much okay.
although i know its kinda hard.
but ya. just try bah.
anything you can still sms me((:
LOVES AND TAKE CARE(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:21:00 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

current mood: SIAN!

anyway. was looking through some blog entries that i wrote in the past.
and i came across this.

im goin to smile like nothings wrong..
talk like everythings perfect..
act like its all a dream..
and pretend tt its not hurting me..

i dont remember blogging this, but its like so so true la.
anyway. gonna leave work early today for an interview at the airport at 6pm.
like so last min.
this morning den inform me that there's interview later.
ROLL EYES LA.

time now 11.15//
45mins more to lunch.
and i am like super broke la.
have to withdraw money again.
piang eh.
at the rate i am using my saving.
i think by end of this month sure broke de.

i am bored i am bored i am bored and kinda bothered by sth la.

WINNIE MISSES BEN BEN(:

anyway. somehow i think this r/s is abit unreal still.
i dunno why also.
i know its not fair to you.
boo.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:09:00 AM

Monday, April 21, 2008

okay.
first thing first.

20042008.
"HELLO. HAPPY SUNDAY PEOPLE!.
okay.
not very happy for me though.
cause its like so so sian):
dont ask me why.
i just felt so so left out without him beside me..."

i was typing this in my phone when suddenly someone tap me on my shoulder.
guess who. its ONG KIAN BENG.
okay. i din know how to react partly because i was too sian):
and its like..
seriously, i should be stun by him.
but sad to say i din.
i am sorry dar.

it's not that i always wanted to give you a cold shoulder.
but i dunno why.
at times when i wanted to talk to you.
wordas just dont seems to come out of my mouth.
i know i am at fault.
i know saying sorry wont do any help.
i know crying wont help either.
but yet i still cried like some loser last night.
i just cant help it.
i felt so so guilty ignoring you yesterday.
my apology.
i know i have already apologise for dont know how many fucking million time.
and i am sure to tell you.
one day you will get irrtated by me ignoring you.
and wouldnt give a damn about it anymore.
I SWEAR//

but anyway. everything is fine now.
LOVES(:

21042008
START OF THE WEEK.
SIAN SIAN SIAN.
work today was very much boring.
like duh right?
working alone is like -.-
wah lau eh.
lunch is like so -.- also.

i ate rice for lunch.
like major la.
i love white rice hell lots((:
and and there's is this cute guy in office.
he's on poly attachment.
oh my.
haas. was telling dar about it this morning.
and and i know he's jealous.
bleahs.
i did it on purpose de.
boo.
anyway. i love boyfried.
random me i know.
OH GREAT.
I HAVE LIKE MAJOR OUTBREAKS DUE TO SLEEPING LATE EVERY NIGHT!
and worst. waking up so so early in the morning.
lack of sleep can.
so pek chek la.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:27:00 PM

Friday, April 18, 2008

DECLARATION!

I, WINNIE LEE RUI QI HEREBY DECLARE THAT I HAVE A SUPER DUPER WUPER NICE BOYFRIEND (ONG KIAN BENG)
AND I WILL CHERISH HIM.
PROMISED(:
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:41:00 PM

((:
i am back blogging.
long time since i last post an entry.
was rather busy with work.
and the office notebook cant blog.
it's way too lag!
anyway.
work is like as boring.

met dar on wed for dinner.
i tell you. i have got such a cute boyfriend okay.
he actually wanted to suprise me from behind after my work.
but guess what.
i saw him even before he could.
anyway.
that's like so so sweet of ben ben(:
LOVES.

TODAY!
dar came to fetch me from work.
ben ben de him went to buy lemon honey for the both of us.
so sweet right!
i love ben ben okay.
he's mine.
LOLS.

AND AND I AM SO SO HAPPY CAUSE THERE'S NO WORK TOMORROW(:
CHEERS.
no work=sleep late=more sleep=lesser black eye ring=less ugly(:
LOLS.
OKAY I KNOW I BO LIAO.
whatever.
pray that i can go out tomorrow(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:25:00 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

BEN BEN'S SICK.
hope he would recover by tomorrow.
boo.
i am like fucking bored now.
goona go off to bed soon i guess.
sian sian sian.
15042008 is the most boring day i had so far.
haish.
someone please entertain me.
i beg you):
pretty please.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:01:00 PM

15042008 - second day of work at scs.
din really do much today.
basically just did some calling and that's about work today.
boring-ness):

and and. dar's so so sweet la.
he came to fetch me from work today despite the fact that he's sick.
cause it was like raining cats and dogs initially.
he came all the way from sembawang!
super duper far can.
BUT by the time he reached, the rain has already stop.
LOLS.
ANYWAY, i love you dar.
PLEASE PROMISE ME TO TAKE GOOD GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF IN CAMP OKAY.
SEE YOU TOMORROW AFTER WOKR(:
LOVES!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:29:00 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

wanted to blog yesterday.
but due to some unfore seen circumstances, was unable to use the fucking com):
i was like so fucking pissed off ytd with my parents la.
omg.
why do such parents still exist.
hello.
i never even show attitude okay.
mum just loves complaining la.
what the fuck can.
anyway. if you people wants to reach me.
the only way is to call my house fone.
cause my dad actually took phone phones away for god knows why la.
i got so fucking pissed off fyi.
be glad that i am actually still blogging now.
cause i actually wanted to die ytd.
i cried so fucking badly and yet not even a single one gave a damn about it.
all i could do was curse and swear on how my parents treated me.
haish.
i am sad.
disappointed in them.
having a bf doesnt mean anything okay.
its not like i get to see him every single day okay.
we only meet twice a week.
so what's their fucking problem.
i will study despite having a bf.
i know i am going to a uni, i wont waste their money.
and i feel so fucked up now staying at home doing nothing.

anyway. ben ben gave me a necklace during our sec month.
LOVES(:
THANKS DAR.
it's pretty.

14042008.
okay. first day of work.
i actually reached office at ard 8.30.
and guess what. i did absolutely nothing till after lunch.
LOLS.
what a day.
did some callings and off work(:
its so pathetic to work alone okay.
bored bored bored.
but anyway. it's only for 2 weeks. so who cares about it.
as long as theirs income right.
fiy my current work place is so so near my house. it's only about 15mins from home to there.
cool right.
hahahas.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST.

I MISS BOYFRIEND HELL LOTS.

and I LOVE BOYFRIEND TOO.
THANKS!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:25:00 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

HAPPY 2ND MONTH BEN BEN
I LOVE YOU(:
had a great time together with dar today.
LOLS.
omg. i did stunned him.
and its like more then once la.
lalala(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:33:00 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

PICTURES((:

RICE EDITED THE PICS(: NICE RIGHT!
LOVES
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:56:00 PM

i had hell lots of chocolates.
and somehow i felt a bit better.
its only 2.plus now.
and i am like super super bored.
and i am not okay!
dont ask me why.

i am not being naive or throwing tanturms.
i dont even know why also.
my apology for being rude to you.
i know somehow or what you felt pissed.
dont tell me no.
stop telling me this .
stop telling me that.
i get really agitated okay.
i admit its my fault to ignore you.
it's my fault for being that rude.
stop reminding me things that i dont like.
i know i have to face it.
and i will.
its just that i din wanna talk about it.
its seems that you still dont quite understand me.
okay whatever it is.
i dont feel like caring anymore.
i am sorry.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:32:00 PM

current mood: fucked up

rotting at home again.
was suppose to meet kaya for lunch and movie.
but due to the fact that i am pretty much broke now.
i decided to meet her next week for dinner instead.

oh great.
i actually did some stupid stuff.
and now i am really fucking pissed off.
dont ask me what happen-.-
cause i wont say either.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:52:00 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

09042008
met precious kaya for lunch at ding tai feng.
hahas. have been meeting her almost everyday la.
she's like major okay.
LOVES(:
but sad case. gonna start work next week.
which means lesser meet up.
boo.
anyway. acc kaya for interview and met dar after that.
had dinner at dar's house.
DAR IS SO SO CUTE LA.
I LOVE HIM MORE AND MORE EACH DAY(:

10042008
went for interview in the morning at 9am.
okay. got the job.
its's for 2 weeks at bedok.
and the pay is like $7 an hour.
rather okay la.
met laogong and rice at laogong's blk.
headed off to marina for k lunch.
LOVES.
after k-boxing decided to go for cosmetic shopping.
okay. i am like freaking broke now.
den trained to bugis to take neoprints.
took pretty lots of pics.
shall upload it when rice send me.
LOVES(:
wah. come to think of it.
i have already know them for 7 yrs.
YES! 7 yrs.
long la.
i love them hell lots.
after eveything. i went to somerset to sign contract and rice acc me there.
appreciated.
cus i actually took quite some time.
pai seh(:
den train back to tamp to pass something to someone.
HAHS.

anyway. today is the 10th.
happy 2nd month to jia and des.
with losta love from ben ben and me.

and 2 more days to our 2nd month.
LOOKING FORWARD.
I LOVE BEN BEN//

END OF STORY.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:09:00 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

current mood: bored or rather fucking bored.

you people must have realise that i have been blogging lesser and lesser for the past few weeks.
oppsx:
i just remember that people seldom visit my blog.
so ya whatever. cant be bothered also.

okay. anyway. i decided to blog even lesser partly due to the fact that i have got seriously nothing to blog about.
and also. if you were to know me well enough. i will start to emo the moment i start to type long long entries.
which is like now-.-
i know no ones would even bother to know me that well la.

and and i am really seriously fucking bored okay.
i have been home alone for the past few days.
and other than using this fucking freaking com.
i have got nothing better to do.
so please pardon for the boring post that i am posting now if you are gonna read it.
seriously spesking i dont even know what i want to whine about.
hehs.
whine about how my pathetic sibilings treat me?
whine about how biased my parents are?
or whine about how true frens i really had?
i can simply count them using one hand.
fucked off can.
you people try being me for one freaKING day.
OMG.
i dont even know how i tolerate all this nonsense without retaliating at all.
oh great.
my mums nags eveyr single day for god knows what.
she can just go on and on for hours without me knowing what the fuck she's nagging about.
that's how sad my life is.
my bro would just think that he's so fucking big that he dont even have the cheek to even respect me.
okay. lets not talk about respecting. even just a normal conversation with him will shorten my fucking lifespan.
i am serious okay.

and i dont even know what the fuck am i whining. when nothing's gonna change after i grumble.
its's just a blog winnie. its not like the blog will reply you telling you what you should do next.

anyway. i will stop whining for now. i have to bath and rush off to meet kaya(:
and dinner with dar tonight.

somehow or what i realise for the past 2 weeks.
only kaya and dar exist in my life.
and maybe jia(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:48:00 AM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

07042008 (mon)
met kaya early in the morning for interview.
was like super duer hungry okay.
and i waited freaking long for the bus to come-.-

anyway. the interview was fine la.
headed to bugis for brunch.
LOLS.
and we went minstry of food(MOF)
LOVES(:

RAMEN

SOME RED BEAN SOUP WITH JAPANESE DUMPLING

anyway. steal the pics from kaya's blog.
i was too lazy to upload.
the dessert is like MAJOR SWEET CAN.
OMG.

went home after eating.
met jia in the evening and had dinner had her house.
LOVES(:

HOME SWEET HOME

chatted with ben ben till like 12 plus.
LOLS.
we were talking den suddenly this alarm rang.
major la.
okay. end of story.
cause i also dunno how to continue.
haas.

08042008
spend my whole morning cum afternoon doing stuff.
or rather doing nothing la.
hahas.
i am bored la.
anyway. there's this tele surveyor job which pays 15/hour.
and and i got shortlisted for interview tml.
-.- i shall think about whether to go a not.
cus its like 10am in the morning and its at paya lebar.
plus the airport job also like...

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:49:00 PM

BEN BEN LOVES
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:14:00 PM

HAPPY TUE PEOPLE(:
PLEASANT DAY I GUESS.
GOT WOKE UP BY BS EARLY IN THE MORNING LA.
anyway. winnie's gonna rot at home today(:
LOVES.
and and i miss ben ben hell lots la
looking forward to meeting ben ben tomorrow(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:04:00 AM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

WINNIE LOVES BEN BEN((:
took bus to causeway point with dar today(:
caught Definitely, Maybe(:
i want watch flood la.
although i have got the pirated vcd at home.
hahs.
anyway. the movie was pretty nice.
had dinner cum lunch at pizza hut.
LOLS.
i think i ate a lot.
boo.
but but i am like hungry again now-.-
went to dar house to slack yi xia xia before going home.
enjoyed my day spend with ben ben(:
BEN BEN WO AI NI LA.
must miss me more okay okay.
looking forward to seeing you on wed.

sillyLOVESpig(:

54days
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:38:00 PM

Friday, April 04, 2008

boo(:
today would be a better day!

gonna meet kaya for luNch later at city hall.
SHE'S LIKE AWESOME LA.
ALWAYS THERE WHEN I AM BORED.
THANKS A LOT OKAY.
LOVE YOU LOTS KAYA!

and will be meeting BEN BEN at night!
LOVES(:

WINNIE NEED NOT HAVE TO STAY AT HOME TO ROT TODAY.
CHEERS.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:46:00 AM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

02042008
met ben ben(:
LOVES.
anyway. acc ben ben for hair cut.
and and OMG(:
its like super super short yet yet super cute la.
HAHAS.
went to his house den dinner den home.
WINNIE LOVES BEN BEN((:

03042008
was watching 恶作剧2吻 just now.
and its like almost ep makes me cry la.
LOVES(:
so gonna buy the disc when it comes out and watch it with ben ben!
boo. and i miss dar like a lot a lot la.
although i just met him ytd.
looking forward to sat(:
LOVES.
enjoying every single moment with him .
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
3:19:00 PM