ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Thursday, July 30, 2009

came across this quote from someone's blog few days ago.
你还可以失去多少？
dont you find it so true.
how many more ten years do you still have?
its not just about relationship its about everything in life.
Cherish what you have. Because when it’s gone, it’ll be gone forever.

i admit that i had took things for granted.
i never knew how much you had make an impact in my life.
now that i know.
i will cherish you.

i know it's not just about love.
it about commitment and trust now.
it been almost 18months.
the best thing about me, is none other than you.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:15:00 PM

rarrh.
pig say he will talk to me yesterday.
but after talking for less than 10mins he went to play game.
rarrh.

dont care you owe me.
must talk to me tomorrow.
if not i bite you.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:58:00 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

change into something simple.
i thought the previous skin was pretty ugly.
i know.
better creation.
decided to take it off my blog.
shall use something simple before i come up with new designs again.

some good news(;
i pass my m5 today
i am going to put on braces next next month.
have waited for like so long.
i know it will be real painful.
but no pain no gain. right?
and i am getting married i in like 4, 5 years time.
-.-
yes and 18th month is coming.
so eggcited can.

here are the bad news
1stly, dad's want me to attend training with all his new advisers which is like totally crazy.
-.-
i am totally underage la.
so its like whats the point.
as time passes i will forget everything.
secondly, i am still jobless and therefore cashless.
lastly, school is reopening in one months time.
damn.
so fast.
so it would be like a daily routine for me when school starts.

anyway. celebrated grandma's birthday last sat(:
happy 80th birthday to you.
wishing you good health and prosperity
hahas.
i love you grandma.

and i haven met up with my girls for such a long long time.
peanut is always busy with work.
rarrh.
its really hard to compromised a day to meet up.
i miss them.

i have been so tempted to buy online clothes.
but where to find money-.-
my bank acct only left with pathetic 7 bucks.
damn.
that's how poor i am.

i cut my fringe likealot.
but it grew longer now.
hahas.
did hair treatment as well.
bf say my hair smell like baby powder after treatment.
LOLS.

OKAY.
SHALL FASTER END BEFORE BF FALLS ASLEEP.
i love you dar(:
hee.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:50:00 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

i need to go office tomorrow.
rarrh.
tiring-.-
and winnie wants to watch movie.
anyone please.

and there's a huge huge pimple on my chin
freaking pain.
i know i sounded so bimbotic.
but whatever.
it really hurts hell lots la.
damn.

i am having headaches now.
yet i still have one last chap to go.
damn damn damn.

oh yes.
and ion orchard is having long champ bag sales.
30percent off for those with citibank card.
i want to get one too.
but where do i get money from-.-
rarrh.

back to my book again.
bye people.
it seems like i cant upload any pics.
damn.
stupid blogger.
rarrh
super irritating.

nights to all.
and bf.
ily(;
you should know that.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:33:00 PM

Thursday, July 23, 2009

going to trim my fringe tomorrow.
damn.
i wanted to blog yesterday but there was some error with blogger.
yet today.
its still the same.
so irritating.

anyway.
happy birthday to jiajia.
celebrated er birthday with aunt at ding tai feng.
bought her a pretty pouch.
i know you love it.
and yes.
hand made card by me.
hahas.
its pretty.
i swear.
shall upload pics once i get it from her.

i am having my m5 paper next wed.
and i am reading so so slowly.
wah lau.
i just feel like slapping myself can.
winnie please buck up can.
time is running out and you still yet to finish studying all.

went bf house after dinner.
went there to drink soup.
LOVES

i feel like meeting boyfriend tomorrow.
i am still thinking of a way out.
);
if not i will have to see him on either fri or sat.
i miss you pig.
rarrh.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:06:00 AM

Monday, July 20, 2009

i am in a dilemma right now.
damn.
should i or should i not.

okay.
here's the situation.
mato is leaving tomorrow.
and i was suppose to send her off.
hers is a morning flight so i will have to wake up super early like 5 plus.
i know this is not an excuse.
but you all should know i couldnt get to bed at night.
-.-

and the worst part is that there's m5 class tomorrow.
damn.
how how.
exam is like next week.
ya again.

anyway.
just being random.
jia was saying this the other day.
jia: hahas when you get back to sch if your friends happen to ask what you have been doing during the holidays and my answer would be studying-.-
wouldnt it be funny-.-

sian.
anyway. spend my day studying at airport.
actually half of the time i was daydreaming cause aunt told me that there aint any exam dates left except for next thurs and fri.
which is likee so damn long.
damn.

okay back to what i was saying just now.
i am not trying to find any excuse or what.
but if i dont turn tomorrow.
i wouldnt be able to see her till she's back for summer vacation.
how how.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:37:00 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

had a long long day today.
woke up at 7 plus bath and off to office for class):
its sat and yet i am having class.
oh its school holidays yet i still hve to study.
how awesome right.
lunch at cine with jia, brain, thomas and joel.
had ee main.
my all time fav luh.
hahas.

met dar in the evening for dinner at fareast.
ate wanton mee.
so irritating.
i told the person one put chilli and the other tomatoe sauce.
and guess what.
she actually tot i say both.
so in the end):

walk around before heading back to pig's home.
tv, chat with his sis and home sweet home.

lols.
i kept asking bf at what age will he want to settle down.
and guess what was his answer.

30-.-
okay nevermind.
by the time i will be 28.

off to tv.
and i am having another exam next fri i think
damn.

i miss my boy.
loves.
i really think he's cute lo.
at least to me, he is.
who cares about what other might think.
hahas.
LOVES.

you know i love you dar,
and it wil never change.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:03:00 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009

pics taken on our 17th month.

nowadays seldom bring camera out.
cause no batt):
lazy to charge.
thats why.
okay. shall charge tomorrow(:
so long never take picture with bf le):

and i have to wake up so early tomorrow la.
need to be in office by 9.
damn.
lesson lesson lesson again.
i havent been sleeping well for the past 4 days.
i cant get to sleep.
as usual.

cant go out with bf tomorrow cause i got class till evening.
so will only be meeting him for dinner.
rarrh.
sian.
shall go to bed le.
nights people.
please let me sleep well tonight can.
LOVES

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:44:00 PM

LOLS.
LOVE ME OR HATE ME(:

anyway.
good news.
i pass my m9(:
haas.
it was damn scary.
i swear.

haven been updating for quite some time.
have been mugging and mugging with jia for the past few days.
(:
thanks love.
and dad wants me to attend m5 lesson on sat.
-.-
sian.
wqas suppose to go ubin this sat la.
damn.

anyway.
caught harry potter nd the half blood prince last night with bf and friends.
i am not that into it la.
as in like i dont read the books and all despite having them at home.
hahas.
i am lazy(:

rarrh.
shall update more pics with later.
LOLS.

and i just burnt my fingers with my hair curler.
i know its dumb.
):
its swelling. ouch.

booboo.
i bored):
and bf went missing since morning.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
1:32:00 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

oh yes.
its gonna be another wordy post.
pardon me for not uploading pics.
i am busy studying for my paper on thurs.
damn.
winnie you must jiayou okay.
die die must pass.

lets start from friday.
dar had half day leave.
went bugis with him.
long time since we last went there.
had kfc.
LOLS.
loves the bandito.(spell?)
its damn awesome la.
hahas.
went home for dinner at night while dar went to his poly gathering.
i couldnt slepp that night.
mayb i am too excited cause i was suppose to go ubin the following day.
okay.
in the end we didnt go.
it rained.
damn.
i woke up at 8am, went to bath and it rain!
i should have sleep more if i know its gonna rain.
cabbed over to bf house.
reached there at around 10plus.
slack sleep tv eat.
hahas.
\decided to go cycling at ecp in the evening.

but it rain again while we were cycling!.
so irritating.
it just kept raining for the freaking day.

rush down to yane's house for sec school gathering.
had steamboat(:
chat eat play tv... blah blah blah.
and i ate hell lots of bananas.
hahas.
bf came to picked me up at around 11 plus and send anna over to tamp cause she missed the last train home!.
home sweet home.
mato is leaving on the 21st.
i will miss you okay.
and will wait for you to come back(;
aifeiloveu(:
misses.

sunday. 12072009
happy 17th month to boyfriend.
spend half of my day mugging.
mug mug mug.
waited for bf to pick me up for diner(:
went bark cafe which is located at changi.
love the food there esp the chicken wings.
right pig?
hahas.
went home after dinner(:

and today.
met jia to study at whitesands.
had my fav ee mian at the foodcourt theRe(:
LOVES.
study till about 4 plus before leaving to dad's office for class.
tiring.
i just kept yawning throughout the whole journey.
oh i didnt sleep well last nigth.
was unable to get to sleep despite lying on bed for an hour plus.
damn.

trained back to tamp.
bought cookies for pig before heading to meet him.
dinner at dars house.
slack tv and home.

okay.
long long post.
i shall get back to studying again.
nights people.
i hope i will sleep well everynight(:
LOVES.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:33:00 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

i am going pulau ubin tomorrow with bf.
hope it will be a fun and safe trip.
loves.
and hope pig will be able to wake up early tml
bf bought me num slippers today.
thanks dar.
have been wanting to buy for quite some time.
just three simple words.
i love you.

17th months in 2 days time.
((:

i have been pretty busy studying for my upcoming paper o thurs.
so no pics till my paper end.
i am sorry.
i know its boring looking at just words words and still words.

anyway caught ice age 3 and i love you, man with bf last week and last last week.
both were nice movie.
ice age 3 is not a cartoon okay.
its an animation.
and its cute.
you all should go watch it(:
i am serious.

and harry potter is coming out.
damn damn happy.
but the sad thing is that its the sec last one.
):

i hope bf will comes home early if not he will turn into a panda tomorrow.
wahaha.

and i miss my girls.
breadspread haven meet up for quite some time.

okay back to my book.
nights people.
ilove you all.
muacks

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:17:00 PM

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

cant get to sleep again.
damn.
its like an on-going thing.
wtf.
popeyes with jiajia yesterday.
studied there.
booboo.
so sad la.
its like i am having holidays yet i still have to study-.-

went over to jia house to continue studying today.
itslike a everyday routine.
dinner at dar's house.
slack and home sweet home.
i wish/hope/wants to live with dar.
even if its just a day.
rarrh.
i know its impossible-.-

bored bored bored.
i miss you boy.
loves.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:33:00 PM

Sunday, July 05, 2009

sorry for going missing for quite sometime.
have been busy with nothing.
LOLS.
no la.
i mean that i had been going dad's office for the whole of last week to attend lesson -.-
9.30 to 5.
super tiring.
as i mention in my previous post.
i am attending m9 class.
and my test date is on the 16th.
damn.
stress stress.
so much to study yet so little time left.

i must start studying the book tomorrow.
and yes.
will be meeting love tomorrow.
i miss her so much luh.
muacks.

i know i didnt kept my promise of uploading photo.
i know its boring looking at just words.
cause i feel the same way too.
but winnie is lazy.
okay.
i will upload some.

oh oh .
i did hair extension last week.
cost me 100 bicks.
but it was fully sponsored by my lovely mum.
its rather thin.
shall extend more when i have enough money.
hahas.
i know its a waste of money.
but my hair just couldnt grow any longer.
damn.

okay.
i am going swensens tomorrow for lunch with mum and all.
the thing about me is that i only order curry baked rice.
so its like kinda sian.
i dont like to go there.

i will upload pics once i edit it okay.
cause some of the lighting and all are like impossible to see.

till then.
i know you all miss me(:
hee.
lastly bf ong if you are reading this.
you better sleep early cause you had a long day today.
if not iwill bite you when i get to see you.
ily my boy.
muacks.
a week more to 17 months(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:20:00 PM