ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i need a time machine too!.
i wish/hope/want things to go back to before.
i miss you boy.
you should know i love you hell lots.
can we go back to before.

anyway.
cycling with breadspread yesterday.
super tiring.
now aching all over.
rarrh.
was supose to meet laogong and fang today but grandma got hospitalie again yesterday.
so sorry.
see you guys on thurs.
MISSES.

and now.
i need to start studying le.
will be going over to visit grandma at night.
ciaso.
pictures will be up in the next post.
hee.
ya i know i am lazy.
rarrh.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:17:00 PM

Sunday, March 29, 2009

had a pretty major quarrel with dar yesterday.
i am sorry.
i know i have already say this for thousand and million of times.
but i really want to apologise for or the bad attitudes, rejections that i gave you.
i am already learning to change.
give me some time dar.
okay.
so anyway.
as usual,i cried like fuck ytd.
other than crying i really dont know what to do.
helpless. upset, irritated by myself and all.

slept at around 3 plus and woke up today at 8 plus.
how awesome.
and i am having headaches now.
and whats more.
there's class tomorrow.
rarrh.

went sao mu in the morning.
after that went vivo with parents.
i want to repair my phone.
anyone?

headed to parkway to walk around before dar fetch me back to his house.
slept for a little while and went to his cousin's birthday party at pasir ris.

and home sweet home.
pig.
i miss you despite just meeting you.i dont know why.
LOVE YOU DAR.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:59:00 PM

did this quiz just now.
hahahs.
clara did it and post it in her facebook.
so i shall post my results here instead.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

what do you think.
is it true?
hahahs
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:51:00 PM

i did something pretty major.
not sure if i did the right thing.
but no matter what, my intentions were good in the 1st place.

so anyway. had popeyes with dar today at airport.
fav la(:
went his house to slack for awhile before going for the dinner with his family.
so i did sth unacceptable.
i am sorry pig.
but i really dint do it on purpose de.
real sorry.
so both of us ended up being unhappy.
sorry pig.
i know its my bad.
sorry.

so ya.
reached home at around 11 plus.
and i am feelng so freaking guilty for studying so little today.
i know wtf right.
sighs.

next week will be packed also.
lect on mon.
meeting laogong and fang on tue.
teaching on wed and so on.
oh my.
i really need to study.

guilty guilty guilty.
i shall put everything aside and study.
i am serious.

imissyouboy.
loves.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:21:00 AM

Friday, March 27, 2009

bf playing game lo.
rarrh.

i want to bite him lo.
okay.

i need to do the 2008 stats prelim paper later again.
its the 3rd time.
lols.
cause bernard ong going it through on mon and i lost my working.
rarrh.

kianbeng ong.
rarrh.
shall update again later.
i know this post is rubbish.
rarrh
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
5:22:00 PM

Thursday, March 26, 2009

i got a sudden urge to blog.
lols.
i know this is random.
and this post is gonna be boring cheesy mushy.
LOLS
CAUSE THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR ONG KIAN BENG.

hahs.
i ask bf today whether he had ever thought of marrying me.
i know i sounded so freaking deperate.
i just want to know okay.
i know i still way too young to talk about this.
hahas.
bf took such a long time to give me a reply.
he was like what you think.
LOLS.
but at last he say yes.
and i am like so happy can.
i want to marry you also.
i really do okay.

i had never love someone this much before.
super super sure.
i love you boy.

despite all those quarrels and all,
i still love you.
i know i am naive at times.
always giving you attitude and all.
but i am learning to change to be better.
give me some time.
sorry okay):

i want to wake up every morning and want you to be the 1st person i see when i open my eyes.
and not bb!.
hahahs.
i want to hug you to sleep everynight.
and you to shoo away all my nightmares.
i hope i wont dream about you dying another.
i really hope.
its like so freaking scary can.
like damn real!.

it's coming to 14th month soon.
i know this isnt very long.
but i really do cherish this relationship.
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you(:
i really do.
muacks

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:18:00 PM

roar.
bored bored bored.
poa please spare me okay.

i know i shouldnt be blogging at this time luh.
but i am way too bored.
did stats in the morning and now poa.
boo.

gtg bath at around 4 plus and bused over to grandma place for dinner.
yup(:

and idk what the hell is wrong with my eyes.
its kinda swollen and itchy.

oh.
i had a major dream last night.
i know its silly.
stupid.
i dreamt that bf die can.
i couldnt stop crying):
i woke up crying to myself in the middle of the night.
stupidity!

okay.
i had like weird weird dreams after that.
and the dream cont.
LOLS.
so i guess i didnt sleep well last night which cause me to be so tired now.
yawns.
i miss you boy.

so sorry about last night.
you arent useless.
so stop saying so.
i love you for who you are.
and i say you arent useless.
and i seriously mean it.
LOVES.

14TH MONTH COMING(:
LOOKING FORWARD.

exams are nearing and i am like so scared can.
i must clear all my modules with flying colours.
this i promised.
so in order to do.
i must mug mug mug.

and recently i have been wasting so so much money.
bought one top one shops one belt yesterday.
oh mine.
and bought eye shadow the other day.
whats more.
bb cream oh. online clothes which i have not paid for it.
movies dinner and all.
i must save save save.

bf is going overseas like right after my papers.
i hope time will pass super fast when he's arent around.
i am sure to miss you):

rarrh.
idk la.
anyway.
breadspread is gonna set up a livejournal shop.
so do give us your support.
more details will be up once evrything is ready.
dont worry.
our clothes will be of good quality with lots of varieties and everything will be selling at a reasonable [rice.
so do check out once everything is up(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:39:00 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

have been having lesson for continuous three days luh.
damn damn tiring can.
sat and sun lesson are like from 10am to 5pm.
like omg right.
but lucky dar fetch me to school.
so nice of him right.
and he bought me macgriddles.
sweet sweet.
but i still think sausage mac muffin taste better.
yup.

i am feeling so so tired now.
yet i am forcing myself to study.
there aint much days left.
plus i haven been studying for the pass 3 days after my long long lect cause i am like way too tired.
yawn.
i guess i shall finish one more chap and off to bed.

and we had koren food ytd.
food was great and acc was awesome.
bf just cant stop laughing at me.
LOLS.
shhh.

anyway. gonna meet peanut and kaya tml for lunch at tm.
and i should be back by 3 plus to study.
headache la.
rarrh.

45 more days to my first paper.
winnie you better study hard and smart for it.
if not you are so gonna die okay.
for the sake of my future and all.
jiayou.
and and plus. the exams fees are like so freaking ex.
you mustn't disappoint anyone!
got it.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:17:00 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

sweet potato loves potato.
rarrh.

there's some error with the previous entry that i have post.
so angry la.
okay.
shall keep this post short and sweet then.

quick updates
.class yesterday
.kboxing with jiajia ytd
.went bf house to pass him new slippers(:
.dinner at grandma house and everyone was delighted.LOLS
.class tomorrow):
.bugis with kaya tml
.steamboat with family and bf tml
.and and i want to watch coming soon

winnie studied a little today.
and i fell asleep halfway through.
LOLS.
did quite a few questions.
and i have not bath.
omg.
i shall go bath now.
ciaos.

AND I MISS BOYFRIEND.
OKAY.
I KNOW IS LIKE WHO CARES RIGHT.

till then.
will have to finish one more chap before going to bed.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:00:00 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

~~what's wrong.~~
~~i feel so xin ku and all.~~
~~i am already trying to hold back my tears.~~
~~i dont know how long more can i hold.~~
~~i dont want to burst into tears like last night):~~
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:22:00 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

overdue pictures.
more to come.
cause some are inside the camera.

ZI LIAN TO THE MAX.
LOLS

LOLS. I LOOK LIKE SOME GHOST DUE TO THE SUNLIGHT.

BFF(:

love you la.
raarrh

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
3:03:00 PM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

anyway.
pictures taken on kaya's birthday plus the day before her birthday.
LOLS.
MORE TO COME.
cause blogger is taking forever to load my pictures.
wtf.

i did this(:

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:56:00 PM

celebrated kaya's birthday yesterday.
so sorry that i didnt meetyou guys in the morning.
was super tired.
sorry sorry.
so anyway.
spend my whole morning making a big big card for love.
how nice right.
hahaahs.
it took me like5 hours can.
i was rushing like hell.
LOLS.
hope you like it(:
rarrh.

met them at around 5 at bugis for the make over thingy.
peanut gave up her slot for kaya.
hahas.
actually its not much of the make over la.
the make up artist just touch up my current make up and she drew my eyes.
hahas.
i will show you all the pics of our makeover when i get home.
hahahas.
took lotsa of pics with kaya yesterday.
haas.
oh.
and we took neoprints.
LOLS.
so qiao.
always when they want to take neoprint i will wear green.
rarrh.
so irritating.
had dinner at v8 cafe.
they seriously have awesome food can.
like really awesome ones.
hahas.
and they provide free cartoon.
LOLS.
itis located at bugis level 4 somewhere around the corner.
and and the plus plus pointabit it is that the prices are all pretty reasonable.
and atmosphere plus acc was awesome either.

okay. next.
went it fair on thurs with dardar ong.
and he bought me this pretty and awesome mp4.
LOVE IT TO THE MAX CAN.
oh. its gold in colour(;
the usual price was 249 and now its selling at 199.
while stocks last.
happy happy(:
dinner at MOF.
one of our fav.
muacks.
happy 13th month pig.
i love you.

there's like so much pictures for me upload luh.
i will try to upload it when i get home okay.
promised.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:50:00 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

(: last paper tomorrow.
and 20 mins more to 13th month with boyfriend.
i love the no. 13.
dont ask me why. i just love it.

all the for tomorrow's paper.
i hope it wouldnt be that tedious
cause maths 1 was rather tedious but the paper was fine luh.

anyway. lesson today was major.
i change to teach p4.
i am forever changing classes can.
from p5 to p3 den to p4.
soon i will lose my voice.
haas.

and i am feeling so so hungry now.
share mushroom soup with bro.
rarrhh.

and i will be meeting peanut love tomorrow after paper(:
miss you miss you,
hahas.
going to meet her for some stuff.
for details refer to the next post.
(:

oh.
and and. bf is comfirm going thailand for holidays on the 22nd.
okay.
too bad i cant go.
i am so so sad when he told me about it.
but winnie you cant be selfish.
shant think about it.
the moment i think about it i feel like crying lo.
wtf.
i will keep myself entertain when you are away.
dont worry.
i know jiajia and breadspread will keep me occupied.
so. you can just enjoy yourself over there.
yup yup.
dont have to worry about me.
i will take good good care of myself and bb.

so ya.
quarrels after quarrels.
never ending one i mean.
i dont know why.
there's just some prob with my attitude.
sighs.
i am sorry.
didnt mean to treat you this way.
sorry dar.
i will change for the better okay.
thats what i promised you.
and i will do it.
okay. till then.

ps: winnie is freaking hungry now.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:39:00 PM

Monday, March 09, 2009

it's monday.
3 more days to my laast prelim paper.
anyway.
went malaysia with family yesterday.
and my eyes were freaking swollen due to the cry the previous night.
i just cant stop crying.
i dont know what the fuck is wrong.
so anway the thing wasnt resolve all the way till yesterday noon.
is it me or what. but sometimes i really do have the feeling that we are becoming very stranger to each other.
perhaps i think too much.
i dont know.

reached home at around 11 plus.
and went to bed at ard 12 plus.
i couldnt get to sleep at all.
wtf.
tossed and turned and finally fell asleep.
was suppose to wake bf up this morning but i overslept.
):
sorry sorry.

and its all about studying now.
practicing and practicing papers after papers.
whats more.

had some issuses with mum earlier.
sighs.
blah blah. shant eleborate much about it.

actually i have got lots of stuff to blog abaout.
but i just dont feel like posting it out.
i dont know why either.
perhaps when the days are getting nearer i will post it.
so for now.
it shall be kept as a secret.
shhh.
okay. actually its pretty lame la.
its just about how i am feeling.
thats all.

i hope we arent drifting any further.
i miss you boy.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
6:15:00 PM

Sunday, March 08, 2009

hmmm.
i suddenly got a urge to wish for quite a few stuff.
-good grades.
(i really need to mug hard)
-breadspread to meet up more often.
-sped more precious time with ong kian beng.
-overseas with bf.
-hope bf will blog more often.
( its been to months)
hope everyone will be happy.
-meet up with jun and jia more often.
-more money.

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:37:00 AM

Saturday, March 07, 2009

took neoprints the other day with breadspread at raffles city.
LOVESLOVESLOVES

ps: you still owe me one(:
ilu

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:38:00 AM

as mention in my previous post.
went school with breadspread.
this year sr did fairly well compared to last year(;
congrats.

oh.
something pretty major happen ytd.
its been two years.
LOLS.
but dont worry.
i dont like him a single bit at all le.
i have got my boy(:

headed down to cityhall again.
lols.
its the third time this week.
hahas.
everyone is so into the bb cream thingy.
i bought mine ytd and i think the oil control is pretty good(:
but abit too fair for my skin.
i look like ghost after applying it.
but it seems okay after a few hours.
maybe it had already oxidise.
hahahs.

walked and walked and walked.
real tired luh.
was suppose to head home at around 7 plus.
decided to love again since she hang on my call at around 4 plus.
oh my.
love was crying so badly over the phone.
so decided to go over to look for her.
cheers.
its okay.
no matter what decison you make.
i will support you.
i will be there.
ilu.
dont cry le okay.

bf came at around 9 plus and fetch me home.
so nice.
watched yi qie wan mei befire bf head home.

okay.
enough of blogging.
i shall continue to do maths.
maths 2 is on thurs.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:30:00 AM

Friday, March 06, 2009

oh well.

prelims are almost ending.

and the main eaxm will be here in no time.

i have to really start mugging hard.

if not.

ahhahas.

so. anyway. i should go bath now.

and and all the best to peanut and jun.

will be getting her results today!.

dont worry.

everything will turn out fine(:

hahas

okay.

till then.

LOVES.

oh. i have got quite a number of pictures to upload.

shall upload it tonight.

ciaos.//
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:34:00 AM

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

okay.
taking about my prelims.
so far so bad.
nothing seems right except for stats and maths.
both paper were fine but the steps are all like freaking tedious.
oh my.
i guess i have to speed up abit more.
so conclusion is that.
so far so sad.

anyway. i am currently teaching in greenwoods pri.
i have to teach malays kids chi.
and its such a difficult task handlying them
oh my.
i will have to see them again tomorrow again.
HEADACHE.
they are like major.
):):):

so anyway.
meet jiajia for awhile after my papere and headed off to marina to meet breadspread.
we had shouduku.(not sure if the spelling is right)
yummy yummy.
and we took neoprints(:
LOVES.

went john little to take a look at the bb cream.
shall get it after i get my pay(:
so after a day of walking standing seating for 2 freaking hours.
my back ache again.
super super painful):
i sound like an old lady right.
sighs.

bought apple strudel yesterday for bf.
so ya. he came over just now and we ate it.
LOVE LOVE LOVE.
HEE.
but he left after eating.
boo.

and guess what am i doing now.
i am blogging.
ya. i should be studying instead.
next paper is on this coming thurs and the following thurs.
like so dumb right.

and i am so so tired of mugging.
a few more chaps to go before going off to bed.
and i shall wake up early tomorrow morning to cont with it.
tomorrow will be a busy day!
hopefully i will be able to finsih it in time.
till then(:
love.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:08:00 PM

its been such a long time since i last post an entry.
oh my.
prelims is really killing me.
ya i know.
everyone is telling me that its just a mock.
but i just help it but to feel so stress and all.
okay.
shall talk about this is the next post.
but first things first.
i suddenly got the urge to blog about this few people that have made a great impact in my life.
as you all know.
first on the list will be ONG KIAN BENG.

TADA.i love my boy to the max.
despite the fact we do quarrel over very trivial stuff at times, i still love you.
feelings are still as strong as though we just started yesterday.
it's been a year plus.
thanks you dar.

next, its acacia aka jiajia.
cousins forever(:

we had been very close ever since young.
best cousin and of course closest cousin of all.
i remeber we always had lots of fun when we were young.
and i really do miss those times.
so my dear, it really hurts me to see you like this.
cheer.
and i love you.

next on the list is my dearest breadspread.
hahas. let me tell you the story of how breadspread came about.
one day winnie was chatting with seehui on msn.
seehui: ..... kayak... ( i couldnt really rem what she said)
winnie: kayak? i thought its spell as kaya. lols.
so i decided to name her kaya.
hahas.
and since i love butter i am name butter.

kaya aka bff of winnie lee rui qi.
despite all the ups and downs in the past.
we still manage to overcome it.
and its been almost 4 years.
more to come
she loves melody

BREAD.
also another bff of mine.
they brighten up my jc life.
without them jc life would not be as fun.
loves(:
she love giraffe and elmo

last my not least. my fun loving peanut.
BFF(:
she never fails to bright up my day when i ws in jc.
hahas.
and and she's an ultraman lover!
i love you love.

thanks for being there.
without all of you.
my life would probably sucks.
really thank you.
LOVES(:

butter loves(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:26:00 PM