Thursday, August 28, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
sad.
till then):
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8:53:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
cry cry cry.
all i know is to cry.
what else do i know.
my mum scolds me.
my dad scolds me.
even my bros scold me.
how sad right.
why dont they like me.
why am i always the one being scolded?
i am so so unhappy.
and fyi.
i have off my phone.
i dont feel like going out anymore.
i dont feel like staying at home anymore.
where should i go.
):
unhappy._.
why no one love me.
i dont feel love being at home.
no one talks to me at home.
my brothers dont like me.
why do i even exist):
how sad right.
WINNIE'S SO NOT HAPPY)):
why cant winnie smile and laugh like any other people.
why do i always have to fake a smile to let everyone know i am fine.
why am i always crying.
SIGHS.
BIG BIG SIGH
PROMISED
6:54:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
fuck fuck fuck.
i just want to have dinner at dar's house also cannot is it.
den cook la.
fuck you.
wanted to lunch someone after class.
but none was available.
so went home and ate maggie.
my so call "favourite" lunch
rarrh.
most hated food of all.
RARRH.
i am so fucking not happy can.
i want to cry
i want to cry
i dont want maggie for dinner again.
why my bro can go out.
why cant i.
fuck fuck fuck.
unhappiness in me,
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4:58:00 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
went to lesson as usual.
but this time round.
dar send me over.
went vivo after class.
caught 4bia.
LOLS.
movie was fine.
accompanied was awesome(:
LOVES.
had dinner and home sweet home.
TUESDAY.
what a day.
lecture was rather interesting.
LOLS.and home sweet home.
GOOD GIRL.
went home and had lunch.
tving and i slept for 3 hours.
i am so so deprived of sleep luh.
wonder how am going to get to sleep tonight.
anyway. maths tomorrow.
rarrh.
hope there's something new or interesting.
and things happen today.
)):
sadded sadded sadded.
i so wanna cry luh.
i almost burst out into tears on the way home.
so sad so sad.
no one by winnie's side.
its just me myself and i.
i miss ong kian beng):
so sad so sad luh.
sighs.
winnie shall be strong and cry no more.
i hope i wish and i pray.
rarrh.
winnie's so so not happy.
why?
someone please tell me why.
and dad banned me from goin out during school days.
wtf man.
so my life would just be revolving around school and home.
gosh.
someone please kill me
winnie's so so not happy.
what's more.
nothing elso matters anymore.
rarrrh.
how sad right.
such parents still do exist.
no freedom.
everything also cannot.
cannot do this cannot do that.
i might die sooner or later.
i so wanna leave luh.
winnie pleas grow up faster.
)):
winnie's sad.
winnie's sad.
winnie's forever sad.
i dont want to stay in here anymore.
i want to get a life.
i want freedom.
i just wanna to be like any other kids.
i just want to be someone normal.
to be loved to be dote on.
why are my parents so biased.
why dont i feel love at all.
why aren't they like any other typical parents.
why this why that.
rarrh.
and the list goes on.
PROMISED
9:11:00 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
real bored.
i miss ong kian beng.
boyfriend bought me breakfast this morning.
how sweet.
rarrh.
and i am so addicted to boost la.
kept eating and eating
LOLS.
was suppose to go kboxing with laogong today.
but guess what.
i am way too broke luh.
so decided to meet her when i get my allowance next week.
PROMISED
3:12:00 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
as usual.
lesson was boring and lonely):
and.
some sad news for me.
dar cant go out with me tomorrow.
rarrh.
who should i go out with.
NO ONE!
ITS JUST ME MYSELF AND I AGAIN.
how awesome right.
sighs sighs sighs.
anyway.
nothing interesting happen this week.
no happenings no surprises not much sadness except for the fact that i am alone.
winnie's use to it((:
caught meet dave with mich and the rest on sat.
movie was fine.
nothing much.
monday):
POA.
as usual monday blues.
no mood for lesson,
rather sick.
woke up freaking early in the morning.
train-ed to school.
LATE AGAIN.
MISSED THE BUS MISSED THE TRAIN.
WHATS MORE.
rush off to simei to buy lunch for boyfriend.
afraid that he might get too hungry.
trained to tamp and bused to his house.
you can all tell how free i am.
dinner at boyfirned's house.
TUESDAY.
economics.
didnt quite understad in the begining.
but things went on fine later.
same old routine.
but i came home straight after school.
good girl.
SLACK AND SLACK AND SLACK.
nothing much.
boyfriend came over for dinner.
WEDNESDAY.
maths lesson.
went off halfway through.
cause lesson was too basic):
boring.
same old routine.
bought lunch for bf.
slack.
met jiajia for dinner and boyfriend send us home.
THURSDAY.
statstics.
rather fine.
went to bedok to have lunch with boyfriend.
ate pizza hut.
nothing much.
headed off to boyfriends house to slack.
and had dinner with grandma and family and jia.
homesweethome):
okay.
enough of whining and grumbling.
boyfriend says i grumble way too much.
rarrh.
that's me.
what to do.
and i forgot.
FRIDAY.
woke up rather early.
watch the match between li jiawei and zhang yining.
although we lost.
but i guess li jiawei had really tried her best(:
anyway.
did some tutorials.
and boyfriend called.
break the sad news to me.
and here i am now.
feeling rather down.
boo.
opkay.
off to do some maths past year papers le.
i love doing maths.
i really do.
somehow it makes me happy in a way or another.
happy friday people.
enjoy your weekends(:
PROMISED
2:20:00 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
HAPPY 6TH MONTH TO ONG KIAN BENG.
DEAREST BOY BOY.
oh my god.we had major quarrel on our 6th month.
so ended up not celebrating.
13082008
THINGS ARE SOLVED.
but dar was admitted to hospital.
rarrh.
went there after lesson to visit him.
and he was discharge on the same day.
LOLS.
14082008
lunch with dar at hotpot culture Tto celebrate our 6th month.
food was fine.
super duper filling.
lols.
and guess what.
ONG KIAN BENG BOUGHT ME FLOWERS FOR 6TH MONTH.
how sweet right.
simply love him.
LOVES.
SHOTS OF LOVE((:
PROMISED
8:11:00 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
happy sunday.
i am stuck at home.
sadded.
and dar's out.
rarrh.
feeling rather bored now.
i want more sleep.
oh.
there's school tomorrow.
how sad right.
anyway.
went out with boyfriend yesterday.
ate MOF as usual.
favourite dining place((:
watch fire works and home sweet home.
RARRH.
i am so gonna shop tomorrow.
i dont care.
i want my white colour shorts.
i want that mickey mouse tee.
i want more money.
oh. yeah.
i want to watch dark knight.
there's movie slot in the afternoon tml.
sadded.
hmmm.
i got the urge to watch movie alone tomorrow.
how nice right.
everything all by myself.
go school alone.
sit alone.
shop alone.
eat alone.
and movie alone
how awesome.
life with just me myself and i.
i wil get use to it.
rarrh.
well. i just got my allowance for the week.
only 50 bucks la.
how to survive.
PROMISED
3:07:00 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
no school for me today.
cheers.
anyway. will be going to pay the registeration fees later.
boo.
its like super far.
have to train to town den bus there.
LOLS.
sadded.
dar's not feeling well.
shall not disturb him bah.
TAKE CARE OKAY.
LOVES.
got to go bath le.
bye people.
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.
loves.
PROMISED
1:00:00 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
happy school day to me.
rarrh.
what a boring day of maths lesson.
nothing much actually.
wah.
ong kian is so so nice la.
he came down all the way from changi to fetch me from school.
LOVES.
I LOVE BOYFRIEND.
dont jealous.
rarrh//
acc dar for hospotal check up and went off to tm for lunch.
anyway.
caught money no enough 2 just now.
guess the movie was rather fine la.
kinda sad also.
guess it's worth watching.
but still.
winnie wants to watch dark knight luh.
sadded.
i just ate dinner.
very very full now.
and ong kian beng went to the toilet.
smelly pig!
cho cho.
rarrh.
winnie wish for more money and more clothes.
and wish or rather pray that mum nags no more.
how irritating it is to be nag by mum everyday.
and its like early in the morning la.
how paranoid can i get.
fuck.
and there's stats lect tomorrow.
rarrh.
hope it would be interesting.
but how interesting would it get.
school without friend really sucks a lot.
seriously a lot.
how lonely can my life get.
eveyrday going through the smae whole routine;
wake up go school and go home.
how awesome right.
rarrh.
am i really that not lovable.
why no one wants to befriend with me.
why am i alone.
hello.
3 years.
how am i gonna survive alone?
sadded.
LAUGHS.
i know i am pathetic.
dont tell me no.
stop telling me i have got friends.
stop telling me you are always there for me.
stop telling me this.
stop telling me that.
cause whatever you all say wont do any help at all.
not even a single bit.
thrue enough only words are being said.
no actions are done.
how awesome.
bye people.
and stop wasting your precious time on this boring blog of mine.
thanks.
PROMISED
7:58:00 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
first day of class equals boring.
rarrh.
plus.
no friends equals more boring la.
rarrh.
will be having econs tomorrow.
wonder how it would be like.
rarrh.
bored bored bored.
met mum for lunch at swensens after class.
and there's this fila sales at tm.
hahas.
hell lots of people can.
in the end bought a pair of slippers and one polo tee for dar.
LOVES.
see.
i so nice right.
sadded.
i am super broke now.
some kind soul please donate some money to this poor little tiny winy girl can.
rarrh
PROMISED
8:04:00 PM
Sunday, August 03, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
rarrh rarrh.
PROMISED
7:39:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
school starts tomorrow luh.
boo.
sadded)):
at dar dar's house la.
rarrh.
he very smelly la!!
LOVES.
ONG KIAN BENG IS MAJOR LOVE.
HAHS.
PROMISED
7:38:00 PM
WINNIE.
ONG KIAN BENG(:
