Friday, February 29, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
STUPID ANNOYING MSN.
I CANT SIGN IN SINCE JUST NOW.
ROLL EYES!
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6:02:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
itchy hands. decided to change my blog pic to rilakkuma.
OMG.
HE'S LIKE MAJOR OKAY.
he looks cute. right?
i think the medicine i took makes me so wanna puke.
i had this like weird weird feeling in my stomach.
and i think i will puke anytime.
ROLL EYES LA.
okay. i am like fucking hungry now.
ate 3 slice of bread since morning.
and my mum haven even started cooking. oh great.
think i will faint soon. if there's still no food!
and the stupid headache cant seems to go away.
conclusion: the medicine i took are of no use at all.
wasted 24 bucks.
i should have just die.
save money right.
anyway. gonna catch a movie with dar tomorrow at amk hub.
will be meeting lao gong and the rest for dinner tml(:
and and dar is not driving tml. boo.
SIMPLY LOVE LONG BUS RIDES LA.
love you dar((:
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5:50:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
i just remember that today is the 29th of Feb((:
and and two days ago was my second anni with lao gong(:
WINNIE LOVES ZIXIN!
27022006
woah. was wondering how did we manage to last for so long.
HAHS(:
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1:13:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
didnt go for work today.
so ya. just stay at home and rot!
hmmm. somehow i still think that its pretty unreal.
its seems more like a dream though.
DUMB ME LA!
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12:41:00 PM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
hmmm. how should i put it.
i really sian diao lo.
the moment i reached home i got scolded.
so like whatever la.
anyway. i cant be bothered anymore la.
ground me at home if you want.
i dont give a damn okay.
i got so so fucking irritated can.
its not like i go out till fucking late everyday.
what your problem la.
pissed off.
ROLL EYES LA.
i got headache is my problem right.
paranoid can.
OMG. HOW ... CAN MY PARENTS BE.
WTF.
seriously have no mood to talk about them.
WHY WHY WHY?
i have got nothing to say.
there's nothing i could do also.
winnie is fucking pathetic.
AGREED//
why must i whine every single day.
its not that i have nothing better to do.
its just that my life is always like this.
i think i should just end my life.
and perhaps they will be happy.
RUBBISH.
CHEERS.
why cant i be happy for just one day.
why cant they stop irritate me.
why must they control me that much.
why cant they understand me.
and the list goes on..
maybe all this while my headache was due to them.
STRESS?
hahs.
whatever la.
they were the ones who gave me stress okay.
i cant do this. i cant do that.
so what can i actually do.
nothing.
everything i do i must seek their permissions.
I AM BIG EBOUGH TO KNOW WHATS RIGHT OR WRONG.
I AM NO LONGER 3 YEARS OLD.
i am so so not happy with my life okay.
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10:16:00 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
I THINK I SERIOUSLY DO ENJOY BLOGGING.
LOVES((:
opps. here comes the stupid headache again.
WINNIE MISSES SHANE A LOT((:
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10:30:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
shant mention much about work today.
simply nothing to like talk about.
except for boring-ness la.
anyway. went taka and bought donuts for dar(:
how nice of me right.
HAHAS.
okay. not in very very good mood today.
i think it happens like almost everyday.
part of my life again.
i dunno what is wrong with me.
ROLL EYES.
i just feel so so paranoid over some small small stuff.
which i dun even know what is it about.
dumb me.
went to the doc with dar just now.
pardon for the silence just now dar. boo.
and and. dar and i share the same family doc.
so cool right(:
LOVES((:
OKAY. I THINK I AM TOO STRESS.
LOLS.
headache go away okay(:
dar drove me home.
HOME SWEET HOME(:
DAR IS LIKE MINOR LA(:
LOLS!
ANYWAY. SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS AGAIN.
chatted with zhi yi in office and guess what she told me result might be out on mon.
roll eyes.
worried worried and still worried.
what else more can i do.
hahs.
i jolly well know how i will fair.
not to mention my grades are like cmi that kind.
hahs.
DOOM'S DAY(:
I THINK I SHOULD GO CELEBRATE BEFORE THE RELEASED OF RESULTS.
CAUSE I DOUBT I WILL HAVE THE MOOD ON THE SO CALL BIG DAY.
hmmm. why cant i do well for once.
just once.
pretty please//
things always seems to turn out the way it shouldnt be.
it always do.
and and my head hurts la.
kinda random though.
but who cares.
its just me myself and my blog.
and dar says i always think too much.
i aint thinking too much okay.
if i dont think now.
when it really happens.OMG.
I THINK I WILL DIE OF HEART-ATTACK.
*SHOCKED*
LOLS.
OKAY SO LIKE WHATEVER RIGHT.
-.-
i realised i have been blogging almost every single day. or rather whining everyday.
OH GOSH.
how can anyone's life be worse than mine.
HAHS.
i am like so so pathetic.
i think i have already use the word 'PATHETIC' for dunno how many thousand times.
i think the word'PATHETIC' is a rather nice word to describe me.
yeah.
AGREE?
YES!
WOAH. i didnt realised that i actually did whine for so long.
okay.
bye people.
you guys will be all missed by THIS PATHETIC WINNIE.
to be missed by someone is rather blissful though.
HAHS.
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9:19:00 PM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
OMG.
my headache is like -.-
think i will die soon!
met dar after work.
went to dar's house. boo.
anyway. i love you la dar(:
wah my dad kept complaining la.
say what got boyfriend so late den reach home.
ROLL EYES LA.
and and i had this weird dream last night.
i woke up a few times but the dream kept continuing.
LOLS.
I DREAMT THAT I WAS DOING MY GP A LEVEL EXAMS.
and guess what happen.
i cant even finish writhing one para in like an hour.
okay. think iam so gonna die.
sian la.
okay bye people.
i will stop emo-ing for the time being.
my head hurts like siao.
its like its compressing.
i think i will become more stupid lo.
hai!
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11:28:00 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
DEAR HEADACHE,
PLEASE PLEASE GO AWAY.
I PLEAD YOU OKAY):
GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE.
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9:30:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
and and. i truely agree with her.
QUOTED:do you people know what's the most hurtful thing.it's when you are aching deep inside your heart, yet you need to put up a strong front facing the crowd and smile to assure everything is fine.
AGREED?
i dunno why. but i actually do feel the way too.
and now i think i am such a FOOL.
trying to fake a smile in font of everyone.
no one seems to really know nor understand actually deep down inside me iam all shattered and broken.
i use to think that i had such wonderful friends who would always be there for me.
but what happens?
LOLS. THEY DISAPPEAR.
YEAH. and true enough they only re-appear again when something happen.
so what are this so call friends for?
they will only be there when stuff happen or rather when they need you.
so ya. if nothing really do happens.
poof. all gone!
omg. why are people so so fake?
they should just all die off.
or mayb or perhaps my friends would be there for me when i am dead.
also. i use to think that i have great parents.
LMAO.
how dumb i am.
or rather navie?
they are actually that biased if you guys were to know.
so what if my bro is much clever.
so what if he score much better.
does it really matter.
what's there to compare about.
in the end. its the same old conclusion.
WINNIE IS FUCKING STUPID.
sorry okay.
i not jealous of my bros or what.
but. i think this kind of feeling really do sucks a lot.
its like do i really even exist at home.
whatever okay.
i think i had enough.
okay i had enough.
i would just breakdown anytime.
and my head hurts like dunno what la.
FUCK OFF LO.
i am damn fucking irritated for god knows what.
haish.
pathetic me leading a fucking pathetic life.
my life aint as easy afterall.
boo.
i think i shouldnt fake a smile out anymore.
what's the poitn of saying 'i am fine' when i am actually not.
ccan someone just understand.
just someone will do.
winnie pronounced dead!
and and dar if you are reading this.
i just wanna let you know that you are greatLy appreciated.
THANKS! i know you will be there no matter what.
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7:36:00 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
HAPPY SUNDAY PEOPLE.
LOLS.
i think i need to go see the doc leh.
my headache is like seriously killing me. boo.
OKAY I THINK I WILL DIE TOMORROW.
met dar just now.
yup yup.
LOVES((:
hmmm. pig. if i had nightmares tonight.
i dun talk to you tml okay.
boo.
nothing much to really blog about.
so ya. just wasting my time posting rubbish.
think i am gonna sleep late tonight.
cant help it la.
boo!
ANYWAY.
THINK RESULTS WILL BE OUT NEXT WEEK.
great.
this day finally came.
so ya.
i will just pray hard that eveyrthing would turn out fine.
*shivers*
i am really very very very scared la):
okay. gtg people.
dad is hurrying mr to bed.
BOO!
BUT BUT I AM NOT GONNA SLEEP. SO YA.
JUST SLACK SLAC YI XIA XIA LO.
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11:18:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
more sleep please.
HELLO.
i cant get to sleep leh.
wah lau i am fucking tired la.
something kept bothering me.
its been in me for the past one year.
how? how?
what am i suppose to do?
and and i am having like serious headache la.
fucking irritating. boo.
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12:33:00 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
SHANE 17 LOVES WINNIE 29((:
went popular with dar just now and bought the alphabetics stickers.
LOLS!
sorry for being rather bo liao. boo(:
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11:54:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
dar's tired.
i am tired too la.
but but i cant get to sleep. sian la!
anyway. met dar yi xia xia just now. yup.
LOVES((:
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11:34:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
i just felt like crying when i listen to it.
emo-ed!
anyway. sorry le dar.
i dunno why.
but i just felt like apologising.
sorry for making you worry.
i will be fine okay(:
LOVES(:
AND AND i had like serious nightmares last night.
didn't really slept well i guess.
kept waking up.
boo!
okay i am tired of everything la.
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1:40:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
i think i am getting sick soon. ya
guess i am stuck at home again.
boring saturday):
weekends are like one the worst few days out of the week la.
sian sian sian!
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12:58:00 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
i dunno what to blog about.
but i just know i am bored.
bear with it if you are gonna read this retarded post that i am posting now.
random thoughts.
i just feel that life is pretty much meaningless now.
maybe if i die the very next moment.
not a single one would bother.
i dunno la.
pardon for the boring-ness ya.
i dunno why i have to go through all this.
fucked up family.
fucked up life.
and the list goes on and on.
i think i am such a saddist can.
how pathetic can i get.
i am like super fucking pathetic la.
LAUGHS!
HOW CAN ANYONE BE MORE PATHETIC THAN I AM.
i feel so fucking fucked up now la.
it just seems to me like i am left with nothing.
its's more of like...
i dunno how should i put it also.
but true enough.
WINNIE REALLY DO SUCKS A LOT LA.
YA. AGREED.
what do i actually live for?
someone please tell me.
i am like such a retarded loser la.
okay.
and and now.
i really feel like dying.
i dunno how many times i have mention it.
you may think i dumb la. i am stupid.
whatever la.
cant be bothered.
i have got no goals.
no future.
no nothing.
yeah.
such a loser right? hahs.
i see myself as nothing in the future.
perhaps next time i would be one of the cleaners under your block.
ya. FUNNY.WHY MUST I ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY!
WHY CANT THINGS JSUT CHANGE A BIT.
JUST A BIT WILL DO. CAN?
WHY DO I ALWAYS FEEL SO LOUSY.
SO FUCKED UP AND STUFF.
WHY CANT MY LIFE BE SIMPLER ABIT
WHY CANT I NOT TEAR.
WHY DO I LIVE//
junn's right.
i am a lousy friend.
PROMISED
10:48:00 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
dun worry okay.
i am fine la.
boo((:
PIG IS DAR OKAY!
LOVES((:
i realised that the so call home of mine is just a place for me to sleep in.
what's call a family?
hahs.
can anyone tell me.
i dunno why.
but i hate coming home. boo.
i dun feel secure at home at all okay.
my life's so fucked up la.
but anyway. i cant care much also.
its more of like i am use to it already.
so ya. why bother so much right.
ROLL EYES LA.
THANKS BLOGGIE.
THANKS DAR((:
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10:51:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
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10:46:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
oh great it's gonna be fri tml.
guess results will be out real soon.
*cross-fingers*
anyway. dar came to fetch me from work today. LOLS.
SO NICE OF HIM LA. BOO.
OKAY. HE'S A PIG((:
AND AND my mum damn attitude la.
FUCK LO.
fucking spoil my day la.
roll eyes can.
IRRITATING!
OKAY. END OF STORY.
ya i am like seriously bored?
hehs.
know what. i suddenly feel like dying.
okay. farewell people.
i think i will die soon. ya.
CONCLUSION:
I THINK I HAVE A DAMN FUCK UP FAMILY LO.
ROLL EYES LA.
CANT BE BOTHERED ANYMORE. -.-
PROMISED
10:20:00 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
dar bought me this today((: LOVES!
caught ps i love you today with dar.movie was fine. quite sad though.I LOVE YOU MORE EACH DAY OKAY(:
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11:23:00 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
guess what.
I AM BORED AGAIN LA.
LIKE FOREVER RIGHT?
anyway. there's meeting and bbq tml.
okay. looking forward to marketing tml morning((:
and i miss school HELL LOTS.
i miss wearing school uni leh.
and i am serious la.yeah.
i am sot la.
okay. guess there's nothing much i could blog about.
HELLO(:
BLOGGIE PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME OKAY.
i sound so fucking retarted.
ya. like who cares right?
wish dont come true.
dont they?
they are just lies told to us since young.
anyway. fath was telling me that she's scare.
ya. i am scare too la.
but what to do?
there's nothing that we can do also.
so ya. just wait and die lo.
haish.
know what.
i really really feel like dying now.
ya now.
if only everything would turn out nicely//
just to let you all know
i will die before the release of results okay.
sad sad sad.
ya i mean it la.
its worst then getting 'o' levels results.
its worst then anything else.
its more of like end of the world.
okay. sorry. i kua zhang a bit.
but seriously la. its more or less the same la.
HAISH HAISH HAISH.
okay. i feel so so dumb crying to myself la.
boo.
DEAR BLOOGIE,
DONT ABONDON ME OKAY.
THANKS
PROMISED
11:19:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
damn damn tired.
losta stuff left un-done!
anyway. it was so so nice of dar to come pick me up from work. LOVES((:
THANKS DAR(:
LOVE HIM LA(:
enjoying every single moment with him.
and and he look so so cute in his new hair cut(:
PROMISED
10:24:00 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
went bai nian at gary's and gugu's house.
DINNER WAS AWESOME.loves((:
and and I MISS DAR((:
PROMISED
10:56:00 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3simply bored// hahs.what a great sat i have.
stuck at home from morning till now doing nothing.
ya nothing. boo. 
see the stupid staple under my chair cut me -.-
i am stupid enough to get cut by it.
PROMISED
3:45:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
I LOVE YOU LOADS OKAY(:
THANKS!
PROMISED
1:20:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
i am like seriously tired even though i hav slpt for like 9 hours?
GREAT.
and my eye is swollen):
AND AND.
as usual i am bored again.
i miss dar like super super a lot a lot((:
PROMISED
12:37:00 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
cause you will be simply wasting your time.
thanks.
I AM BORED)):
i just realise that it's already almost 10pm-.-
gonna like sleep so so soon.
since no one's gonna entertain me. boo.
yawns!
HELLO!
can some kind soul please tell me what to do to keep myself occupied?
i have been online since 5 plus.
and i have wrote quite a number of post today i think.
i guess other than blogging. there's nothing more better i could do.
YES.
i am that pathetic. that bored!
sian sian sian.
i love my blog. cause my blog loves me loads.
everytime i complain to it,
it makes me feel better.
a lot a lot better. yup.
thanks bloggie((:
how i wish this feeling would like last forever and ever.
okay. guess what. i think i am becoming more sot.
what to do.
and and i feel like dying before the release of results.
hahs.
LOLS.
guess i will die soon.
my heart hurt like fuck just now.
GREAT!
pardon for the random-ness ya.
all i do is whine and whine and whine.
guess it has become part of my life.
wait till a day when i will stop whining,
pigs will fly(:
PROMISED
9:55:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say
I doAnd if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life
PROMISED
9:49:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
i feel so so blessed with you dar.
THANKS!
i think its my first time celebrating valentine's day also.
LOVE YOU DAR!
AND AND I AM FUCKING BORED NOW LA.
HELLO. CAN ANYONE JUST ENTERTAIN ME. BOO)):
PROMISED
7:15:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
i miss him la((:
PROMISED
7:06:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
and and there's not even a single one at home-.-
CUS DAD SAY I CANT GO OUT. ROLL EYES.
but anyway. i am waiting for dar to come.
PROMISED
6:17:00 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3thanks dar.love you((:
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11:19:00 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:36:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
i miss her hell lots. boo.
and its only 5.12 now.
GREAT. still an hour to go. -.-
gonna meet pig later for dunno what. LOLS((:
PROMISED
5:11:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
can someone just do me a favour by keeping me awake)):
i feel like sleeping la.
zzZZ -.-
PROMISED
1:15:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
AND AND working is damn boring la.
what a waste of my time!
PROMISED
12:12:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
here i am working again//
-.-
anyway. went jia's house ytd while waiting for pig to come pick me up((:
caught kung fu dunk with pig at cineleisure.
jay chou is so so cute((:
LOVES.
headed to T3 to take a look.
USELESS PIG IS MINOR.
LOLS. THANKS((:
PROMISED
11:06:00 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
pardon for the short replies.
not in the mood to talk.
sorry.
PROMISED
10:44:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
well. it's only the fourth day of new year.
and it's lilke so so fucking boring.
ya. boring.
anyway. heard some saying that results will be out on the 15th of feb.
which is like next fri.
oh GREAT.
LET ME DIE OKAY.
but anyway. whatever will be will be.
so just let it be la.
a lot of stuff happen recently.
and i dont even know how to react to it.
LOLS.
caught CJ7 with MI CLIQUE the day before.
they are like my besties la.
MAJOR LA((:
AND AND
there's work tomorrow.
-.-
PROMISED
10:24:00 PM
Monday, February 04, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
she's like major la.
i love her!
PROMISED
11:57:00 PM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
save me please.
pissed
PROMISED
12:34:00 AM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
sillyLOVESpig<3
HE'S MAJOR LA!
BUTTER IS CRAZY!
and chines new year is in 4 days time.
quite sian though.
not really looking forward to it. boo
butter misses him hell lots.
i think wo shi xing fu de.
at least for now.
as compared to peanut.
what more can i ask for.
THANKS(:
BIG BIG THANK YOU.
I LIKE YOU SUGARBOY//
PROMISED
11:23:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
yeah. zi lian again//
gonna go out soon to collect the stupid cakes -.-
i am bored.
gonna go shopping after collecting the cakes.
YESH.
SHOP ALONE.
I AM THAT PATHETIC!
HAHS
PROMISED
2:23:00 PM
sillyLOVESpig<3
i change skin(:
did it myself lo.
was too bored at office.
hahas.
PROMISED
12:33:00 AM
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:31:00 AM
sillyLOVESpig<3
HAPPY DAY I GUESS.
firstly there's no work on MON(:
DEN he booked out from camp today.
and lastly. i think i am really crazy!
caught the house today.
movie was fine la.
went cafe cartel with jia after that.
as espected. no one serve us again!
hahas.
cus we ate cheapo-nana cakes.
hahs.
and worst thing was. i left after eating without collecting my cakes!
have to go down tml to collect la.
irritating.
it not whether i want to give up on him a not.
its like since i have no one to like nom.
just like him lo.
since it's already like almost a yr.
I STILL LIKE HIM.
PROMISED
12:24:00 AM
WINNIE.
ONG KIAN BENG(:
