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Thursday, March 30, 2006

gosh.. skool is gettin more n more borin.. yawn. i miss MI..
realise tt i cant reali clique wit e gals in my gals.. as a result.. i clique wit guys... wtf la.. n i dun like it la.. sian sian..
after skool went tpjc to look fer jun... hahs... more links again.. hahs..
dami it la.. keep rainin.. den hav to stand in e rain to watch e match..
after tt went tm to look fer mum n frens.. went to crystal jade fer dinner.. yummy.. =))

my throat is hurtin.. gosh.. i tink i m gonna lose my voice soon.. n n one wad.. hahas.. i gt fever... 37.7..
nt veri high though.. but i still feel uncomfortable..
sick me..
seriously miss him a lot... dear love ya so much.. muacks..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

todae was kinda borin.. yup.. did nth much.
went tm wit jimmy after class to order e ring files fer pw.. stress la. i haven even start on it.. gosh.. HELP NEEDED!!
i dun even noe wad topics i m gonna choose.. die liao..
saw kuan li n lao gong thy all there.. wah lau.. so damn upset la... thy keep suanin me.. say i dun hav time fer em.. so sorry.. yah..
den meet hui jun after tt.. n hahas.. introduce her to laogong thy all... den we went walk walk.. n sat at mac to eat.. hahs..
hahs... singapore is so damn small la.. hahas.. so mani links between us.. yup..
1st mth together.. happy me.. realised tt i dun hav stuff to talk to him on fone.. sad.. nvm den.. hope to meet him up soon.. lurrve ya so much dear.. muacks..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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Friday, March 24, 2006

skool was arite... had DISC workshop in skool todae.. get to noe more abt myself.. =)
todae was kinda "nt my dae la". miss e bus 81 in e mornin.. gosh la.. den jimmy called to ask where i m.. decided to take cab.. share a cab wit him to skooll.. n noe wad.. fer e 1st time i waited fer a cab fer almost 20 mins.. damn it la.. was so afraid tt i would be late fer skool..
after skool was so damn bored la.. frens havin cca.. n i dun hav.. cus band prac is on sat.. wtf..
walked slowly to e bus stop... took 72 to interchange.. din reali noe where i was goin though. hahas.. den called moon to meet her up...
after tt went 201 wit her.. sat at e basketball court fer quite sumtime.. den went to tm to walk ard.. wad a borin dae... den at ard 5.. went to meet my cousin.. yup.. saw him at mac when i gt on to e bus.. sad la.. he wanted to meet me.. but too bad.. i m already on e bus..
met jia at her workplace den went cafe cartel fer dinner... yummy.. was so damn full.. hahas..
mus go on diet soon.. hhaas.. went shoppin after tt.. i like e billabong bag... so damn nice.. i gonna buy it tml or on sun.. hahs.
den i will be broke after tt.. hahas.. yup... goin to gina's hse soon...
dear.. i miis u so much.. hope to c ya tml.. muacks..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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9:47:00 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

jus came home frm skool.. played games wit my cg todae... to bond us more together.. was pretty fun la.. yup..
sad.. i m nt in e same class as xin fang.. gt to noe new frens todae.. =)
n noe wad.. i will be stuck to e same ppl fer like 2 yrs.. oh gosh..

problems.. problems. n even more problems..
sad la.. dun understand y is his daughter so weak. hais.. cried ytd nite again.. i dun like e daughter.. fuck.. mayb i should cry to him too.. yah.. ku jiu xing le.. hahas. but i wun do such tings la..
tok to alan last nite.. thans fer cheerin me up la.. reali damn down.. hais.. but i m kinda ok todae le.. yup..
it seems like fer e past few daes.. he been alwis busy.. hope he mean wad he say.. he will try to spend more time wit me.. yup..
din real get to tok or sms him e past few daes too.. hais.. suan le.. hope things will be better next week bah..
ii wiishh..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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5:21:00 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

hiihii everyone.. hahas..
skool was as borin as usual todae... went to watch dorm wit xin fang ytd.. =) 1st time watch movie wit her.. hahas.. movie was alrite. yup..
had lectures todae.. so borin la.. went to meet him after skool.. n again.. he was late.. late fer almost 1hour.. kinda pissed la.. den went walk walk at tm.. den he pei me wait fer bus.. den i went hm myself..
cried on bus again.. hais.. reali feelin damn down.. cried when i reach home too... sad la.. cant help but keep cryin.. sobs.. i reali miss him a lot..
tink cant meet him tml.. cus he havin care group.. sad.. hope to c him on fri..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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Monday, March 20, 2006

hais.. i m reali down.. help.. cried ytd nite after gettin scolded by my dad.. sobs..
wtf lo.. he dun allow me to go watch css.. damn sad la.. lots n lots of problems nowadaes..
was kinda tired todae... went to take tickets fer xin fang after class.. was feelin pretty alright till he said he hav sth on at ard 5 plus.. so i asked him where he goin.. yah.. n his reply was pp... i was kinda angry den.. cus i knew he was goin to meet his daughter.. hais.. din we argee to meet at 4.. wtf la.. i m so damn nt happy.. wad is tis la..
ok den nvm... i say i meet him at 4 at tamp.. was nt reali happy while tokin to him one e fone..
when i reeached tamp.. he sms me to tell me tt he onli can pei mi wait fer e bus.. i was so damn pissed off la.. he should hav told me earlier.. den i dun hav to take totamp den hm again.. cried one bus one eway back.. hais.. i m damn down.. damn sad.. damn it.. i jus feel like cryin..
cryin out loud..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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7:55:00 PM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

wtf
wtf

gosh.. i m so bored.. reali bored.. anyway.. i m so sorry kl.. reali.. hais... i still wan u all.. i do miss all of u.. yah.. i m reali sorry..
hais.. i wan to get out of tis hse.. jus bcus thy noe i m attached.. thy took away my fone.. thy start to nt let me out so often.. wad's e problem wit em.. i m damn upset..
i m already 17.. yeah.. 17... nt reali big though.. but i noe wad i m doin.. i noe wad i m tinkin.. stop treatin me like 3 yr old kid.. i noe thy did tis all fer my own go0d.. but is kinda over.. yah..
i wan to be like b4.. y cant my parents jus be like other parents.. y?
dun wanna tok abt it la..
i jus hate cummin home.. seriously.. hais..
i miss him so much.. sad sad... =( sobs..
sillyLOVESpig<3
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4:12:00 PM

ii m bored.
sillyLOVESpig<3
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12:04:00 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

hey. . hahas.. its been like decades since i last blog.. yah.. its due to sum problem wit my skin.. damn it.. ok..
hmm.. so.. i m currently in srjc.. i simply hate e skool la.. but.. hais.. i dun hav a choice.. yah... gonna stay there fer like 2 yrs.. gosh..
life still goes on.. yah.. but.. hahas.. i hav gt sumone to walk on wit me now.. yup.. lurve him lots.. n noe wad.. i hav change.. i m nt e past winnie.. where i dun take things seriously.. yah.. n i mean it.. =))
now.. i take everyting seriously.. hahs.. wun be so navie like in e past.. yup. hahas.. will try to blog more if i hav e time.. yup...
take care ppl..

sillyLOVESpig<3
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