ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Monday, March 31, 2008

BOO(:
it's been two days since i last met dar.
and okay. serious speaking.
i really do miss him a lot.
although i deny it to him.
hahs.
that's me la.
will be looking forward to meeting him on wed(:
WINNIE MISSES SHANE OKAY.
NO LIES.
and its only like his first day of staying in la.
OMG.
and and winnie's like fucking bored okay.
i hope this 4 mths would pass quickly la.
sad case de.
DAR. I LOVE YOU A LOT ALSO!
LOVES(:

MINOR BEN BEN
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:34:00 PM

I WILL WAIT FOR BEN BEN.
PROMISED(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:49:00 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

DEAREST BEN BEN,

guess by the time you get to read this post it would already be wed.
you are officially staying in tomorrow le.
i dunno how am i gonna like survive without you beside me.
i know i cant always depend on you
but, i really really will miss you hell lots okay.
i will be even stronger without you by my side.
xiang xin wo.
yi ge ren wo hui gen jian qiang gen yong gan.
you need not have to worry so much about me.
i will be fine.
even if i am not.
i will think on the bright side okay.
know what. i cried after reading the entry you post just now.
its not that you made me cry.
its just that i realise how lucky i am to have you as my boy.
i really mean it.
i really appreciate all those silly stuff you did.
even though at times it dint really work.
i really see the effort that you tried to put in.
dar. i just wanna say thank you for everything you have done so far.
THANKS.
and i really do start to love you a lot.
you made me feel love and secure.
i feel so so bliss with you around.

XIAO BEN BEN LOVES!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:43:00 PM

current mood: fucking down

i dunno i have cried for how long.
but i just know my eyes really do hurts a lot.
its only 11.40.
and i dont feel like sleeping at all.
i just felt this sadness in me suddenly.
what do i actually live for.
to be scolded by parents?
to be ordered ard by my bros?
i dont see a point living.

i do see how useless i am.
a level graduate cant even teach a j1 student.
cant even explain things well enough.
and being a eldest.
cant even clean my room well
dont even talk about cleaning the house.
this is how si bai i am.
i admit i am stupid.
being 19 this year.
i cant even teach a 10 year old kid.
WINNIE IS FUCKING DUMB.
i dunno why do i still exist in this world.
such a person like me should have died off earlier.
AGREED!

end of post.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:36:00 PM

PICTURES((:

LOVES(:

RIGHT

LEFT

above are some pictures took ytd.
was too lazy to upload all.
boo.
there's like freaking a lot of pics la.
anyway. zoo trip was fun and memorable.
LOLS.
enjoyed my day with ben ben(:
HAHAS.
and and the major part was really hilarious la.
i kept feeding dar by throwing the chocolates into his mouth.
den i missed and it hit his nose!
okay. not very funny actually.
LOLS. -.-

and i am like fucking bored now.
fucking mum ask me to pay all the bills next mth.
i was like wtf la-.-
omg. how could such biased mum still exist in this world.
hahs.
i think i should just die infront of her.
and i think she will be like fucking happy to see me die la.
SHE'S BIASED OKAY.
FUCKING NOT FAIR LA.
so what if i am the eldest.
does that give her the right to scold me more issit.
whatever la.
i think i should just pack and leave or clear my room and die.
good idea la.
damn damn fucking pissed off since morning.
dont she have better stuff to do rather than picking at me.
hello.
for god sake. i am also her daughter leh.
or mayb i was picked up from some rubbish dump.
they took pity of me. so just picked me up-.-
when cant she treat me like how she treat my bro.
eh.
and my bros are like fucking irritating okay.
is my mum blind or deaf or what.
they kept fighting throwing tantrums and yet she din give a fucking damn about it.
and me?
i merely just use the com use the fone.
and fucked off la.
she ask me pay all the bills next mth.
oh great.
from tomorrow onwards i will go look for a job that starts in the morning and end late at night.
so that i wont get to see her.
winnie is pissed okay!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:24:00 PM

Friday, March 28, 2008

HELLO(:
i decided not to blog much today.
cause i will start to get emo agin the moment i blog on.
okay. fine. whatever.

anyway. dar's sick. nose block!
so ya. and and i was kinda bored since afternoon.
so change my blog pic since i have got nothing better to do afterall.
went for a swim with jia just now.
and had dinner at kfc.

oh. zoo trip tomorrow with dar.
okay. actually serious speaking. not very looking forward le.
was pretty looking forward to it ytd. but now. -.-
mayb i am rather sian now.
that's why. boo!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:02:00 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

26o22oo8
finally met up with breadspread(:
caught STEP UP 2 at ps.
did i mention ps.
ya. i did.
omg. i went there fucking 3 times in just a week.
but anyway. movie was awesome.
LOLS((:
headed to tamp after movie-ing to meet dar.

and and. we will be going zoo on sat(:
ITS MORE OF LIKE MAJOR LA.
I HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND.
CONTENTED!
although i am like always down, moodless,etc.
but i am really very happy(:
thanks dar.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:45:00 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

woah.
i spend my whole freaking day at home rotting.
LOLS.
spend my time creating blogskin.
which i think it turn out rather atrocious.
WHATEVER.

AND AND I AM FUCKING BORED.
FOR GOD KNOWS WHY.
i have got no soure of entertainment except for youtube?
pathetic la.
and not even a single one date me out la.
sad case):

missing dar.
BOO.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:46:00 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

WINNIE'S CURRENT MOOD: SIAN DIAO):
hahs.
dont ask me why.
pms-ing i guess.
oh whatever la.
nobody gives a damn.
hahs.
i realise that i seriously have nothing to blog about.
besides blogging about how emo i am how bored i am or rather how random i am.
i have got nothing to blog about.
OMG.
how sad right?
dont tell me no lo.

i cant believe how dumb i am.
saying all this when actually deep down inside.
its not what i want at all.

~~wei shen me mei ci jiu zhi wo yi ge ren zai ku.~~
~~wei shen me jiu zhi you wo hui nan guo.~~
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:06:00 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

PICTURES((:

my 1st neoprint with dar(:
more to go.

DAR IS LIKE MINOR LA.
its been quite some time since i say last this.
LOLS.
anyway. went SIM together with bread kaya and dar(:
LOLS.
OMG. I AM SUCH A BLUR BLUR QUEEN LA.
I FORGET TO BRING MY IC ALONG.
so ya. sad case. have to go back on mon to submit the relevant docs.
wah. and its like clementi leh.
NOT TAMP OKAY.
ROLL EYES LA.

headed to town for lunch at this shop at cine.
took neoprints and we bought the same GREEN bottle((:
LOVES(:

dar cook maggi for me for dinner.
LOLS.
ALTHOUGH MINE TASTE NICER LA.
anyway. greatly appreciated dar(:

CONCLUSION: WINNIE HAD A WONDERFUL DAY SPENT WITH DAR.
I LOVE YOU OKAY.
although my love for you aint that deep yet.
but i know as each day passes, i start to love you even more.
LOVES((:
AND AND I WILL WAIT FOR YOU DAR!
PROMISED//

PS: sorry about last night ya. i know you din sleep well because of this. my apology okay. LOVES(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:42:00 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

((:
went to look for dar today.
BOO.
dar not feeling well la.
anyway. had dinner at dar's house.
LOVES((:

I WILL MISS DAR HELL LOTS OKAY.
hmmmm. hope i wont feel lonely without him.
ya hope.
haas. but i know i will.
so ya. cant be bothered also la.
GONNA FIND MYSELF A JOB AND HOPE THIS WOULD KEEP ME OCCUPIED.
SIGHS//

OMFG.
guess what.
WINNIE IS SO SO BORED.
BOO.
and dar is not here to talk to me.
bored bored bored.
someone please entertain me.
pretty please.
just someone will do.

anyway. pardon for the short replies and stuff.
dint really wanted to go look for you.
but due to the fact that you aint feeling well.
i decided that as a gf i should be there for you.
wasnt really in good mood since ytd.
partly because i was bored and you were not there.
so ya. waited and waited and waited and hopefully yo would msg me last night.
so by the time you msg me. i was rather sian diao to reply you.
and i was dumb enough to keep waking up last night to check whether you called me or text me.
but sad to say. you dint.
i understand that you cant be there always.
but sometimes i really do feel alone.
its like i am all by MYSELF
its just me myself and i.
where were you when i needed you?
MISSING!
i know it takes two to maintain a relationship.
and i know its not that easy also.
but still i will learn. i will try.
anyway. i feel so rubbish typing all this.
i wanted to keep all this to myself.
to hide it all away from you.
come to think of it.
i think i am rather dumb.
i am not sure if you were the one for me.
but one thing i am sure for now is that.
I LOVE YOU.
AND I WILL ALWAYS DO.
i dare not love you wholeheartly partly because i am scare.
i had enough of heartbreaking situations whereby in the end i am always the one who get hurt the most.
why me?
~~it's not that i want to give you a cold shoulder everytime.~~
~~it's just that..~~
~~i dunno how i should put it also.~~
~~its not that i cant be bothered to reply you.~~
~~its just that i felt so so lonely.~~
~~that sometimes i really wonder if you really did exist.~~
~~yeas. i know you care. i know you want to be there for me when things happen.~~
~~but still i dunno why am i feeling this way.~~
~~all i need you to do is to just talk to me.~~
~~you need not have to cheer me up nor give me some quiet time. but i just hope that you will be there to listen to me.~~
~~even if i kept quite. i just hope that at least your voice would make me smile~~
~~actually i aint okay at all.~~

"its better to be loved and lost, then never loved before"
what a quote -.-

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:38:00 PM

HELLO(:
SILLY LOVES PIG((:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:08:00 PM

((:
to my dearest peanut.
jia you okay. though we arent there in school to be with you, we will still support you like what we always do.
LOVES((:
BREADSPREAD LOVES((:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:06:00 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

i withdraw from school at last((:
anyway. caught horton today at ps.
movie was cute la.
LOVES(:

OH. dar is on course from monday onwards.
BOO.
i am sure to miss you.
dar. dont worry okay. i will wait for you.
wont go missing de.
must miss me more often can.
LOVE YOU LOTS DAR!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:10:00 PM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

~~here i am feeling so sucky now.~~
~~feeling so fucking lousy.~~
no one can be bothered.
dont say you care.
cause i dont give a damn.
~~DONT ASK ME WHY.~~
cause i myself dont even know why.
the more i think the more i cry.
FUCK OFF LA.
EMO-ED .

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:19:00 PM

HELLO PEOPLE.
I AM BACK AGAIN((:
many of you must be disappointed that i am still alive la.
WHATEVER.

anyway.
its only the 2nd day of school.
and guess what.
i am so gonna withdraw so so soon.
i cant take it anymore.

OMG.
COULD SOMEONE JUST SLAP ME.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING.
ITS LIKE I USE TO HOPE THAT I NEED NOT HAVE TO ATTEND SCHOOL.
AND NOW I HAVE A CHOICE TO NOT GO SCHOOL AND YET.
DUMB OR RATHER RETARDED ME DECIDES TO GO -.-

i seriously dread to go school everyday la.
early wake ups, long school hours. boring school lifes. and the list goes on):
and my mum is like fucking irritating la.
she was the one who ask me to go back school.
den now she says this: if you dont feel like studying den dont waste my money.
WTF LA.
it's like HELLO. if you guys din ask me to hand in the form i wouldnt have.
and now you all blame me for everything.
FUCK OFF LA.
SUPER ANNOYING OKAY.
I AM SUPER SUPER NOT HAPPY CAN.

tonnes and tonnes of homework piling up.
and it;'s like only day 2.
omg. i think a week or so later. i might just die off.
ya. i am serious okay.
i am tired, tired and still tired.
waking up at 5.15am every morning is like horrendous la.
and it's not like i sleep at 9 every nght.
i sleep at fucking 12 plus 1 okay.

why cant i live my life slighty better.
and here comes headache and heart pain again.
okay. if i din contact you people tml.
it means i am already dead.
so ya.
please do pay me a visit.
THANKS.
WITH LOTSA LOVE!

to add on.
i fucking dont like my class okay.
not even my teachers.
oh gosh.
how am i going to survive in school
you might as well let me die.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:23:00 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

CONVERSATION WITH MUM JUST NOW.

ME: wah sian. tomorrow have to go school.
MUM: you should be happy that you can wear uniform and study in school agian.
ME: ROLL EYES -.-

anyway.
school tml.
not looking forward to lectures.
but looking forward to who i will be seeing tml.
LOLS.
HAVE FUN WINNIE.
AND AND I MISS DAR HELL LOTS((:
LOVES(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:37:00 PM

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HAPPY 1ST MONTH TO DAR//12032008

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had a fun and enjoyable time with breadspread on kaya's birthday((:
LOSTA OF SURPRISES LA((:
LOVES((:
ATE AT NEW YORK NEW YORK.
as mentioned previously.
the food there were rather nice.
met dar at night and ate cake again. thrice in a day.
SINFUL LA!

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knowing that i will have to attend school next week.
i decided not to work.
LOLS.
CLEVER ME RIGHT.
SPEND MY SO CALL LAST WEEKDAY WITH DAR.
WE WALKED LIKE SUPER A LOT LA.
went shopping with dar((:
and i bought my bag.
LOVES((:
and and. boo.
something happen la.
i chao bu shuang de okay.
nevermind.
i am okay now le.
shant gonna mention much.
-.-

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went NUS with dar((:
caught RULE#1
MOVIE WAS FINE LA.
omg. i scare dar.
LOLS.
JOKE OF THE DAY LA((:
enjoyed my day with dar. BOO!
I LOVE YOU DAR.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:26:00 PM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

HAPPY ONE MONTH TO DAR AND DAR'S DEAR((:
LOVES((:
WINNIE LOVES SHANE A LOT ALOT((:
NO LIES OKAY!
had a wonderful time with dar today((:
THANKS PIG!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:06:00 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

OH GREAT.
here i am sitting in front of the darn com.
posting rubbish.
wasting my time off.
its like super sad case today.
emily's on MC and anut went for holiday.
boo.
so ya. i am not gonna eat lunch today.
BOO.

WINNIE IS BORED):
anyway. gonna meet jia later.
will be going grandma's house after work.
~~HAISH.~~
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:50:00 AM

Monday, March 10, 2008

ANYWAY.
HAPPY FIRST MONTH TO JIA AND DES.
WITH LOSTA LOVE FORM DAR AND ME((;
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:56:00 PM

HELLO((:
okay. i din go for work today.
i am lazy for all you know.
met dar early in the morning and acc him to CGH.
AND dar bought me bread.
LOLS. LOVES((:
den to sr to hand in the form.
HAD RICE FOR LUNCH AND HOME(:

i feel like sleeping now.
LOLS.
ATE HELL LOTS OF CHOCOLATES JUST NOW.

I LOVE DAR(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:59:00 PM

Sunday, March 09, 2008

PICTURES((:

HELLO.
KNOCK KNOCK!!
ANYONE THERE.
OMG.
I CANT BELIEVE I AM SO FUCKING BORED NOW):

pardon for the boring-ness and and random-ness.
oh whatever.
its sunday today.
and there's like work tomorrow afternoon.
will be going sr in the morning.
boo.
gonna hand in the form.
its like my last option la.
so if the wants me den i make plans again.
BOO.

anyway.
i am bored for all you know.
so ya.
i am here blogging rubbish to spend my time off-.-
OH GOSH.
how boring can my life be.
someone kind please entertain me pretty please.
i promise to thank you in return.
OKAY?

and and dar is out.
BOO.
there's nothing else that i could do to keep myself occupied.
sleeping seems to be a rather wise choice to keep myself occupied.
i am bored okay.
and no one seems to reply me online.
annoying can.
or mayb i am too annoying thats why no one wants to reply-.-
MUST BE LA.
COMFIRMED!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:58:00 PM

went ntu together with dar kaya and bread.
the trip there was horrendous.
if such a word do exist.
cant be bothered also.
i got s for gp for all you know.
LONG LONG JOUNERY.
and and i am feeling rather bored now.
SIAN SIAN SIAN.
my parents aren't home yet.
and i am like hungry can.

anyway. the trip was fine.
met ke ai, my love, ch, joel ht, pw and friend, vivian, yiwen((:
okay thinks that's all about it.
I THINK I WILL BE APPLYING FOR MATHEMATICAL SCI.
and i hope they want me.
anyway. think i will be going for nus open house next wk.
anyone interested?

here are my grades.
guess no one would be interested anyway.

GENERAL PAPER - S
PHYSICS - D
PROJECT WORK - C
CHINESE - A DIST
MATHEMATICS -A
ECONMICS - D
CHEMISTRY - D

such a loser right-.-

that's all dude.
boo.
and and dar acc me for the whole of today.
LOVES(:
how i wish we could be like this forever and ever and ever.
so like whatever right-.-

its like already 12.45am.
and where the fuck are my parents.
home alone):
whining and whining and whining.
forever one lo.
sad case.

and i got sick and tired of looking at those websites.
my eyes hurts like dunno what.
and here i am still blogging.
i think i am not making any sense now.
oh gosh.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:15:00 AM

Saturday, March 08, 2008

i dindnt sleep well last night.
kept thinking and thinking.
and guess whats's the conclusion.
NO CONCLUSION.
i seriously have no idea where i can go.
anyway. will be going for ntu open house later on together with dar and bread.
HAISH.
I BIG BIG SIGH THIS TIME.
SI BAI LEH.
like what kaya say.
i felt like a loser too la.
cried like some loser ytd.
whatever.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:22:00 AM

ANYWAY.
ENOUGH OF WHINING.
dar acc me to school today(:
DAR IS LIKE MINOR LA(:
I LOVE YOU HELL LOTS(:
NO LIES.
BOO.
caught the leaps years with dar at amk hub.
movie was not bad.
hahs.
storyline was pretty great though.
or. and and i ate KFC TODAY.
its like dunno how many millions yrs since i last ate it.
LOVES(:
PIG IS DAR((:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:13:00 AM

super sian diao);
omg.
i fucking hell got sub pass for gp.
there's goes everything.
PROOF.
i promise not to cry.
but yet.
hais.
tears just seems to roll down unknowingly.
SAD?
i think i am feeling rather sian diao.
where should i go next.
OMG.
GG LEH.
SUB PASS GP.
haish.

i think i seriously feel like dying now.
i know its not the end of my liife.
but still.
i just hope some nice school will accept me.
i seriously dont wanna retain.
its like the last last choice.
omg.
i cant imagine myself studying the whole syllabus
i will feng diao lo.
DOWN AND DEPRESS LA.
I JUST FELT LIKE CRYING OUT LOUD.
AND I HOPE THAT NO ONE WILL HEAR ME.
BOO.
PATHERTIC ME.
I AM LIKE SUPER SUPER USELESS LA.
SAD CASE.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:02:00 AM

Friday, March 07, 2008

WINNIE WILL BE STRONG.
I PROMISE NOT TO CRY NO MATTER WHAT(:
SMILES.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:04:00 AM

OH WELL.
TODAY IS THE DAY(:
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

winnie's current mood: calm(:

AND DAR IS LIKE SO SO WEET TO ACC ME TO SCHOOL.
LOVES(:

WINNIE PRONOUNCED DEAD!
TIME: 2.30PM.
DATE: 7TH MARCH 2008
VENUE: SERANGOON JUNIOR COLLEGE.
TO BE EXACT: SCHOOL HALL(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:43:00 AM

Thursday, March 06, 2008

HELLO PEOPLE.
TOMORROW IS THE DAY):
TOMORROW IS THE DAY):
i wish that tomorrow will never come.
please.
some miracle okay.
yao xiang xing qi j. qi ji yi ding hui chu xian.
and i really do believe that miracle will happen tomorrow.

okay.
here it is.
i think i will keep the result slip inside my bag the moment i get it.
and i will pretend nth has happen.
BOO.
so ya.
WHAT'S DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE.
WHATEVER WILL BE WILL BE.
THE FUTURE'S FOR US TO SEE.

feeling rather depress now.
somehow.
i dont feel as bad and scared as compared to ytd.
NUMB):
perhaps its a good thing.
i dont seems to feel anything now.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:55:00 PM

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

HOME SWEET HOME(:
dar fetch me from work today again(:
i think the feeling of being fetch by dar is like so so nice la.
LOLS.
went marina square and bought some stuff(:
LOVES(:

AND AND I ATE SUPER A LOT TODAY.
i ate bread and cake for breakfast.
and for lunch.
i ate grilled fish with rice with carrots.
and one pear.
and 4 pieces of chips more.
and 3 packets of soda biscuits.
and dinner.
ban mian.
and now i just ate one slice of bread and biscuits again.
OMG.
I THINK I NEED TO EAT TO RELIEVE STRESS.
haish.

and and I LOVE YOU DAR(:
thanks.
i know you will always be there for me.
everything's gonna be alright.
i hope):

i think i am hungry again):
BOO.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:55:00 PM

morning people.
rise and shine.
how i wish that today would be a better day.
feeling rather down now.
boo.
here i am sitting all alone by myself in front of the computer.
keying in the stupid lists of datas.
HOW BORING OFFICE LIFE IS.

OKAY.
kNOW WHAT.
i am depress.
stop telling me that everything will turn out fine.
stop telling me not to think so much.
stop telling me that its not as bad as i think.
stop telling me this.
stop telling me that.
i feel paranoid hearing all these.
it wont make me feel any better though.
not even a single bit.
it just make me feel even worst-.-
nothing seems to really help at all.
i know its just another part and parcel of my life.
i will have to go through it no matter what.

i will just try to enjoy my last two days(:
Cheers people.
everything is gonna be fine i hope.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:21:00 AM

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

met dar for yi xia xia(:
i love you dar!
oh. dar put his car protector in my house.
i will take good good care of it okay(:
LOVES(:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
6:38:00 PM

MOVIES((:

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sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:00:00 PM

why am i always the one whining so much.
wo bu yao):
like super sian diao leh.
haish.
why cant i find better stuff to do rather than whining.
oh gosh.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
1:56:00 PM

dar said this the other day.
IF NOTHING LAST FOREVER, I WILL BE YOUR NOTHING.
how sweet right((:

and and i am feeling so troubled now.
guess i am gonna sleep soon.
troubles please leave me okay(:
I THINK I SOUNDED SO FUCKING RETARED.

i realise i am no longer the navie winnie who takes everything for granted.
sometimes people do take me for granted too.
NOW. ALL I THINK OF IS DYING.
lols
is not that i am immature okay.
i know dying wouldnt solve everything.
i know that.
but chang tong bu ru duan tong.
aiyo.
i also dunno what the fuck am i thinking.
ridiculous me.
OH MY.
okay. i promise not to whine that often okay.
i think people get sick reading my entries.
so ya.
i will try to blog more happy stuff from now on(:
happy winnie never cry(:
i just hope everything will turn out fine.
at least for once.
pretty please.
i wont ask for more.
THANKS
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
1:05:00 PM

LOVES(:

met jia and des and dar for dinner ytd at ps((:
OPPS.
dar is like minor la(:
anyway.
haiyo.
you dun think so much okay.
LOVE YOU LOADS!

AND AND i guess all of you have heard about it.
like finally right.
RESULTS ARE OUT ON FRIDAY):
CHEERS.
guess its a rather good thing though.
i am like so fucking stress over it la.
i will just face the reality.
whatever will be will be.
there's nothing that could be done.
FRIDAY IS THE BIG DAY!
I STILL HAVE LIKE 3 DAYS TO ENJOY((:
and i am down with sore throat and flu again.
so ya.
i am all alone at home again):
how sad right.

DAR's attending class today.
BORING DAY LA.

ps. i love my dumb dar((:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
12:31:00 PM

Monday, March 03, 2008

morning people.
oh great.
it's only 11.20am.
i still got like 6 more hours before i am off work.
SIAN SIAN SIAN//

gonna meet jia after work later.
today would be a much better day(:
LOVES(:

i miss dar(:

sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:18:00 AM

Sunday, March 02, 2008

met dar for yi xia xia just now.
he look so so cute in the black specs((:
LOLS!
LOVES((:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:30:00 PM

had a fun and enjoyable day with dar and friends yesterday(:
took bus to amk with dar.
i think bus rides are like major la.
LOVES(:

caught the eye with dar ytd at amk(:
movie was kinda boring though.
pretty much similar to the chinese version.
so ya. story line was ...

had lunch with dar at new york new york.
the food there taste rather nice(:
took bus back to tamp to meet lao gong and the rest.
went billy bombers for dinner.
super sinful.
dar ate super a lot (:
LOLS.

went lao gong's house with the rest after dinner.
left at ard 11.30.
yup yup.
i meet dar for the longest ytd.
boo.
LOVE YOU LOTS(:

and and.
results will be out on the fri.
wah. so like sian diao la.
i think i am really hopeless le.
there's nothing else more that could be done.
doom's day//
speechless.
ren shen ye bu guo ru ci bah.
HAISH!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
5:23:00 PM

Saturday, March 01, 2008

MORNING PEOPLE((:
TODAY WOULD BE A BETTER DAY I HOPE!

SMILES((:
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:29:00 AM