ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Monday, October 30, 2006

sian.. i m stuck.. how.. i duno how to do inr.. so sickening can.. help help.. n tml hav to hand in e draft.. no slp fer me tonight i guess.. spend my day studyin a bit of chi n hahs. watchin dvd. hehs.. tt jia.. say wan go out.. den halfway nv reply me.. eee.. sms her oso no reply de.. tink she fell aslp.. lols..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:34:00 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006

went hui bin hse fer pw in e mornin.. damn sian lo.. anyway.. went watch death note after tt.. was reali damn tired.. so din reali like watch e movie.. yawns.. den went tamp to meet jia after tt.. opps.. sorry to kepp u all waitin.. reali reali so pai seh la.. anywya.. saw tis guy hu look super familar de.. he keep smiling at me.. but i jus cant recall hu he is.. lols.. at last i rem.. hahs.. yup x)
went walk walk wit jia after tt.. reali reali veri sian lo.. hahs.. den home sweet home.. hahas..
anyway.. bought a cake fer dad.. so hope he like itx)).. hahas..how nice of me..ya.
hais.. still wondering how's jun.. she still nv contact me.. perhaps should let her cool down b4 tellin me things.. wun force her even if she dun wanna say.. i jus wan her to be happy.. pls..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:20:00 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

x( got back results slip todae.. was okay i guess.. ya.. hais.. todae is reali reali a super bad dae i guess.. now i m damn worry fer jun.. she din reply nor ans.. i duno wad happen.. jialin jus wun tell me.. hai..
felt reali super uneasy todae.. cried in e hall.. i noe u r reali sad.. but i noe there's nth tt i could make u feel better.. jus hope tt u would continue to stay.. * cross-finger*
anyway. went fer dinner wit alice thy all n mich n qin.. ya.. had pizza hut.. ya.. felt kinda okay after tt x)
its reali veri saddening to c us nt going up as a whole class.. i reali wanna cry out.. cant bear to leave anyone in class x( hais.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:02:00 PM

Monday, October 23, 2006

i cant be bothered wit u anymore i guess.. bu do u noe tt i reali miiss ya..
hai..
anyway. pw was ok todae.. pon chi in e mornin.. sorry jiang jiang.. din mean to skip ur lesson de.. ya..
went kovan fer luch cum dinner after skool... yupx) had fun chattin.. hahas..
btw.. tml gonna be like.. hai.. sian lo.. hav to do pw de.. kill me pls!!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:18:00 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

gt back my promos results.. n is like.. no comments.. veri sad.. i wan e whole class to promote together.. i reali wan to.. hope everyone promote..
op..op.. n still op.. piang.. is so fuckin sick can... rehersals after rehersals.. it's reali makin me crazy x( i hate pw. oh man.
hais.. reali veri veri worried fer him de.. noe he's veri sick.. pls pls take good good care k.. ya..
nya.. chi a level is like so so soon.. hope i will get my A?.. HAI.. mus reali reali work hard de.. jia you 1s16!!
anyway.. will be most probably goin out wit lao gong next fri.. whee!!~ din c her fer like mths le.. yup.. hahs.. its our 8 mths anni next fri.. cant wait to c herx)) love ya lao gong.. muacks..
bun!! yup.. hope u can promote de.. reali wish e whole clique to promote together.. n i believe u will.. ya.. missya gal
jun darling. sorry fer nt being free tt dae de.. anyway.. i seriously miss ya a lot. yah.. no matter wad happens.. promote or retained. i wil alwais be there fer you.. i mean it k.. all e best gal.. iloveya!!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:11:00 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

i m so so in love wit takin long bus ride alone. n i seriously mean it k.. tot a lot on bus jus now.. hahas.. pretty sad yah.. cried on bus after jimmy got off.. hahas.. was tryin so hard nt to cry when he was on bus.. yupp.. n i made it.. lols.. ok.. felt much much more better after cryin.. somehow i jus feel super uneasy todae.. n i reali duno y.. anyway.. skool was as usual. BORING!! piang.. wed get results le.. damn worry.. n yah.. hais.. felt reali reali sad fer my dear jun.. cheer up my gal k.. anything i will be there.. although i noe tis words wun reali help.. but yah.. smile k.. i luv ur smile darling x)
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
6:42:00 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

hais.. suddenly tis tot jus came into my mind.. reali wonder if i had reali got over you?? i tink i m jus bluffin myself n stuff.. i noe everyting takes time.. n i noe i reali hav to get over wit u.. bloody hell.. tis cant go on.. fuck!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:23:00 PM

skool was ok todae.. yup.. learn how to play touch rugby todae.. hahas.. after skool was foto takin... its like super lame can.. hahas.. shal nt eleborate.. finish takin at ard 3 n waited fer jie till like 4.. hahas. was reali damn bored.. sat outside e study area to tink abt stuff.. yea x))
den jie cam after tt.. piang.. he make me super damn worried la.. cus he nt feelin well.. hais.. took bus wit him frm skool to tamp interchange den back again.. hahs. fun i guess.. thans jie fer everything yah..
she reali cares a lot fer u can.. i tink u will nv understand.. hai.. its reali sadden me seein e both of u liddat.. pls.. i beg u.. tok things out wit her can.. i noe u love he a lot still.. y make life difficult fer her.. so wad if she had hurt u a lot.. u too hurt her a lot.. dont you?? all e tears she had cried becos of u.. all e heart-aches.. cant u feel anything.. she's reali tryin veri hard.. reali hard can.. y do eveyone sees it n feel it but nt u?? pls.. stop hurtin her.. it reali hurts me to see her like tis.. i reali cant take it anymore longer. sorryx(
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:11:00 PM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

studyin studyin.. tml last pp.. n it would be e end of promos.. haahs.. hav been waitin fer tis dae to cum x)) cant wait to meet MI clique on sat... miss u guys so so much.. esp. e gals.. miss jun too x)) muacks n tml hahas.. i like a sure fail pp lo.. now still studyin fer it.. gosh x(
anyway.. new skinx)) hahas.. i m still wonderin hu's e wu min.. hahas.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:55:00 PM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

WheE!!~ AT LAST DONE WIT ALL H2 SUB X)..
last pp left.. help neede.. tink i m gonna flunk tt bloody paper. hehs.. when did i eva pass b4.. hahs.. anyway.. there will nt be anymore sadness in tis blogx))
happiness here i cum.. lols.. like hu's gonna giv me happiness.. hehs.. but still i will stay happy no matter wad..
tryin to be real strong.. hahas.. tink i hav kinda grow up.. hee.. thans everyone fer everything.. thans fer loving once..all those chats hugs kisses tt we once had.. i will cherish.. yupp do take care yah.. muacks.. hahas.. like kinda sad la.. hehs.. but yea..still hav to face it..
shall mug hard fer e last pp tml.. jia you people.. hahas.. wonder if i could promote.. all my papers are all likescrewed up... wtf.. like wadeva.. hahas.. *pray* we will promote as a class people.. MUACKS!!
idunwishhferyanomorex) as long as u r happy.. i will be happy oso..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:41:00 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

yea x)) last h2 paper fer tml.. damn Damn tired... i wan more slp.. cant wait fer tml pp to end.. hai.. n guess wad.. i m nt done wit studyin la.. wtf... n todae's pp was horrible.. super no time.. tink sure u de.. hai..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
5:14:00 PM