ONG KIAN BENG IS LOVE <3 sillyLOVESpig(:

Friday, September 29, 2006

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却
不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
6:52:00 PM

chi pp was pretty ok todae x)) i wan my A!! WHEE~!!
muggin econs now.. hahas. cant wait fer pomos to end.. mug hard people.. n i feelin better todae i guess.. thans jiex)) u r e best.. hahas.. love ya lots.. opps.. i mean sis kind of love.. yea.. noe wad.. i hav tis wonderful sis hu will cheer me up no matter wad.. he's alwais there fer me.. thans fer everything.. fer all those phone talks.. meet up n stuff.. hope u two patch things up soonx))
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
6:39:00 PM

Thursday, September 28, 2006

hai... felt like giving u up all of a sudden.. hahas.. guess wad. ii cried again.. yea.. again.. hahas.. its been like such a long time since i last cry ya.. n tis time perhaps it would be e last time.. although feelings are still deep n true.. i feel tt it doesnt reali matter to u anymore.. u care no more.. hai.. i reali do love ya... still tinkin tt u would return sum day.. hehs.. how naive can i be.. promos starts todae.. n i m still tinkin.. when can i concentrate?? pls tell me u wan me back.. tell me u still love.. tel me... i dun wan to carry on like tis anymore.. its been mths.. i still get over.. stil sad n stuff.. wtf!! let me die pls... i realiwan to..

anyway.. gp paper was horrible todae.. tink i will fail.. haahs.. as usual yah.. good luck fer those takin mt pp tml.. jia you ppl.. went swimmin wit jia todae.. x)) fun n enjoyable..

to my dearest jun... jia you darling k... no matter wad i will support u k... muacks.. i love ya gal... go out after promos k.. missya super much.. dun worry.. work hard n we promote de..

ps.ilovenig
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:59:00 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

opps.. gp paper tml !! gosh.. kill me pls.. hopefully i pass.. s16 jiayou k.. all e best yah..
pls pls.. dun treat me so good k.. i feel super guilty.. veri scared n afraid.. i onli wan nig.. pls.. i m afraid of fallin fer u..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
4:23:00 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

... and between now and then till i see you again, i'll be loving you. Love, me..
tired.. tired.. fuckin tired can.. slpt at 4.30 lst nite n woke up at 5 liddat to go skool.. hahas.. like wth.. 1st time slp so little.. omg.. my complextion is gettin worse.. sad..
i love u still.. pls cum back..
anyway.. promos is like super soon.. n i m onli sort of done wit maths.. wah piang.. help help.. i wan to die can.. reali scare i cant promote.. gosh... mus relai start muggin after slpin todae... nites people.. wun be bloggin so often le.. jia you people..
n to you. take reali good care of urself k.. i reali misses u a lot a lot.. another chance??
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:59:00 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

i love him.. n it wun change..
*pray* tt he would be back one day
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
7:42:00 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

wah.. damn tired now.. i wan slp.. more slp can..
hav to rush wr.. wtf lo... damn it.. anyway.. hahas.. there's tiss wu ming person who tagged x)) thans so much so much. hahas.. it kinda help i guess.. no matter hu r u.. ya.. thans la.. gosh.. 10 more daes to promos.. n guess wad.. i onli did maths.. like wtf lo.. super no time.. hav to start on chem reali reali soon.. tml i guess.. cant let ang ang down x) jia you my dear 1s16 muacks.. all e best can.. lets promote together.. wheeE!!~~

hhaas.. kinda in good mood todae.. cus i noe tt he's happy wit his life now.. church n stuff x))
as long as he's happy.. i will be hapy too.. iloveya still..

winniewiishhferyaonceagain_.

anyway.. was reasli in deep tots when i was on bus.. suddenly i felt tis weirdness between e both of us.. (not referin to e guy i m waitin fer) hahas.. wad m i to u? jus a simple fren?? hahas.. ok.. ike wadeva.. pls pls.. dun mistook me as another person k.. hopefully u arent doin tt.. or perhapes.. u treat her in such a manner to.. hehs.. reali.. i m stuck.. in real deep deep thought..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
8:12:00 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

all of a sudden.. its seems to me tt u mean a lot to me.. iloveya.

winniewiishhferyaonceagain_.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
3:03:00 PM

ok.. jun make me do tis.. since i m like so kind.. hahas. i shall do it. hehs.. anyway.. lets blog abt ytd before doin e stupid ting.. ytd was great.. jun came fer tuition x)).. super miss her lo.. anyway.. thans fer everything jun.. iloveya. den went hm wit jun n xhi yi after tt.. hahas.. had fun time chattin x)) thans..
went to do project ytd b4 tuition.. hahas.. din do much i guess.. kept tokin n stuff.. hehs.. but at least we manage to finish half of it..
jun tag me i've to do thisThe tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.Gender: MalePointers :
1) as sweet as him x))
2) love me as much as i do.. hahas
3) be true to me
4) dun make empty promises
5) someone hu can bright my dae up
6) taller den me??
7) noe how to dress
8) treasure me well
now i choose : moon, gina, rong n jiax))
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
2:49:00 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

endless hurts.. endless pain.. endless tears.. when will all this cum to an end?? mayb i shouldnt even wait in e 1st place.. i m havin reali mixed feelins again.. i reali love him a lot.. like a lot alot.. i noe i will wait even though i tell myself its nt worth.. afterall.. he may nt return oso.. x((

wiinniiewiisshferyaonceaginx(_.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
6:12:00 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

went skool todae fer gp lesson n in e end hahas.. guess wad.. more than half of e class went off even b4 e teacher cum.. lols.. went yoshi to eat wit class after we left.. lols.. after eatin.. hahas.. i took bus wit jiex)) to tamp to meet jia..
todae was realy unlucky.. hahas.. we bought bubble tea was sweet talk n noe wad.. i was shakin e drink b4 drinkin n e whole thing fell onto e ground.. lols.. n there goes our money.. hahas.. den we decide to buy another cup.. lols.. cuper waste money lo.. hhas. went town to shop after tt.. i m like super broke lo.. mum din gave me money todae.. lols.. so bo bian.. hav to use savings x(
actually wanted to watch little man.. but hahs.. realised tt we canot pay by nets.. so in e end we went to kfc fer dinner.. hahahs.. wah.. great achievement todae.. we actually walked frm orchard to somerset to dobhy ghuat to raffles place to cityhall n hahas finally bugisx)) whee!~ had fun chattin while walkin.. lols.. anyway.. thans jiex) n jia fer todae... wonderful day indeed!
n now i hav to start worryin fer promos.. gosh.. haven even study yet.. wtf lo.. mus start mugging le x(

anyway.. i m happyx) hope this happiness in me will last eva n eva.. but hai.. i reali still love ya a lot a lot.. guess i miss u too much le bah x( take care k..

wiinniewiishhferyaonceagain_.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
9:24:00 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

i still misses you a lot.. like a lot alot x(
wishh t u would return one dae.. *pray*
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:41:00 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

before goin outx))

gary n winniex))

gina n mex))

us again!!
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:41:00 PM

hahas.. should i laugh or cry.. perhaps i should not blog anymore abt him le.. or perhaps i shall cry fer one last time n hopefully i would be fine after tt.. hurt?? sad?? i duno.. i reali duno n i dun wanna noe at all..but can sumone jus tell me wat should i do next.. continue waitin..? i noe i will de.. i will jus wait n wait n wait.. hai.. but i noe u will nv be back de.. i noe.. hais..
ok.. i m reali sad.. reali reali.. its been almost a mth.. oso dunno sad fer wad la.. my wound jus cant be heal.. fakin a smile seems reali hard.. hais.. life is jus liddat.. i shall jus let it be.. i dun wanna force anything anymore.. since its liddat.. den jus be it.. i will still be waitin..

wiinniiewiishhferyaonceagain_.
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:11:00 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

its been such a long day today.. woke up early mornin to go meet jie.. but in e end still took cab to skool.. lols.. had maths test n gp lesson.. went pizza hut wit class after tt x))
after eatin.. my clique n jie went ps.. hahs. wanted to watch movie de.. but timing wasnt rite yah.. next time bahx)..
den went walkin ard ps.. n guess wad.. saw jiang lao shi.. hehs.. wit her husband.. lols.. left ps at ard 3 plus.. lols.. took bus wit jie to accompany him home.. hahas.. i so good rite.. lols.. was reali reali tired todae.. lols.. den noe wad.. actually i felt kinda dumb la.. hahs.. after acc jie back. i took train frm pasir ris back to ps again to meet jialin fer tuition.. losl.. nvm.. dumb me. hahs.. i was jus findin sumthings to occupy my time.. lols.. anyway.. tuition was alrite.. did papers todae x))

wasnt reali in good mood toade.. hais.. miss him super super badly.. how i wish we could be like b4.. hahas.. i cried again on e way back.. lols.. nvm.. i m used to it.. hai. i jus wan u.. no one else.. y dun u understand. y dun u giv both of us a chance.. lots n lots of why.. hais..
wiinniiewiishhferyaonceagain
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
11:20:00 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

whee!~ long time since i last blog.. hahas.. hav been pretty busy.. anyway.. wun be bloggin so often le.. hav to reali start muggin x(( promos are like in less den a mth.. n guess wad.. i haven reali started.. hahas.. except fer maths.. so in love wit maths.x))

happy teacher's days to all teacherx)
had celebration in skool ytd.. ce concert was okay la.. hahas. den after tt was actually jus settin up of stalls to sell food.. hahs.. wasnt reali fun i guess.. lols..
after tt.. went town wit my clique n jie.. sorry jie fer makin u to go.. hahas.. hope ya get well soon.. anyway.. we bought bags after such a long consideration.. hehs. gals are alwis so mafan.. whee.. shall nt elaborate much. hahas..
took bus hm wit jie after shoppinx)) n we actualy waited fer e bus fer like almost 30 mins lo. hahas.. nvm.. reached home at ard 8.. hahs.. was reali tired yah.. n slpt after tt x))

wah.. ahvin maths lecture tml at 8am.. super early lo.. mayb later gonna study wit clique or jie... or perhaps both.. hee.. reali wan to thans my clique fer being there all e time.. u guys rawks x)
n ya nt forgettin my jie.. hahas.. he's e best jie i eva hadx) xie xie ni.. thans fer being there when i m down n stuff.. n hope tings between e both ya goes on well.. yah..
sillyLOVESpig<3
PROMISED
10:20:00 AM